Hello! :) So as what i've promised, here's the sneak peek for my new story. Just for your info THIS IS NOT A FAN FICTION <3
Hope you like it! :D
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#Enjoy
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Have you ever thought of 'Time Machines' ?
What's the first thing that comes in your mind when you hear those two words?
Do you believe they exist?
If you would ask me, I honestly believe in them. They're somewhat the reason why I still survive in this world. They freshen all the happiness, love, and joy that I feel back then. But to the other side, it recalls the sorrow that I have felt. The tears that I shed for someone who I thought actually cared for me. After giving up all the things that I have including my family, he would just leave me in a critical stage? Did I do something wrong? He left me when I needed him. But you know what hurts the most? After all those experiences I had, I still love him. I never let a single day pass without him crossing my mind. Sometimes I still miss him. I sometimes ask my self.
Does he think of me to?
Does he want to see me?
Does he know something about my condition?
Did he forget about me already?
Does he still love me?
Suffering from depression and at the same time a cancer is not what I wished for. He is the reason why I'm still breathing. Hoping that someday he will look for me and say that he regrets hurting or leaving me and still loves me. But as each day comes, I lose hope. Back before I met him, I have a passion for fairytales knowing that someday I'll have my own prince who will save me against the world's odds. Since then, I realized they're not true. They're just existing in dreams or story books. Honestly they don't live. We just fantasized about them. I wish he hears all the words that escapes from my mouth and realize the love I have for him.
But I also think. WHAT IF I WAS WRONG ON WHAT I THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT HE DID?
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