One Love For You (Jikook)

Chapter 16: No more

it was rare for this to happened, but jeon jungkook is actually the first person to be awake this morning. to be exact, jungkook was not having a good night sleep last night. he's pacing back and forth in front of jimin's bedroom. he desperately need to apologize. 

*click*

the door of jimin's and taehyung's bedroom was opened. jungkook quickly turn around, hoping that he'll see jimin's face. but he was wrong. it's taehyung. not jimin. 

"jungkookie~ pretty early today?" taehyung smiles and wraps his arms on jungkook's neck. 

jungkook smile back. he wraps his hands on his so-called boyfriend's waist. at that time, jimin walk out of the bedroom. they both shared a glance for a moment. jimin quickly walk past them both. jungkook wanted to say something to jimin but taehyung was in his embrace. he couldn't.

"jin hyung, good morning" jimin greets jin as he saw him walking out of his bedroom. it was a surprise that jin was not the first to be awake. 

"ahh jimin ah not so loud. i had a headache" jin responds while holding his head. 

"hyung, you look unwell. go take a rest. i'll prepare breakfast" 

"hyung, let me buy you some medicine" taehyung was aware of jin's condition. he offers himself to go and buy the medicine. even before anyone could say anything, he rushed to the front door. 

jin decided to just lay down a bit more so he went back to his room leaving jimin and jungkook alone again. 

the air full with awkwardness. jimin tried his best to act cool. jungkook playing with his thoughts on how to apologize. 

"hyung... about last night.. i... i'm sorry." jungkook starts the conversation

jimin said nothing

"hyung... i know i went overboard last night. but really! i meant nothing of i said last night! trust me hy---"

"jungkook ahh, 'it's okay' is probably the last word that i can say to you right now. saying that i'm not hurt, i can't do that either. but i forgave you. let's just forget what happened." jimin still didn't look into jungkook's eyes. 

jungkook know there's nothing he could do anymore. he didn't know what to do. both of them keep their silence. 

that day, breakfast was not as lively as usual. jin was sick. namjoon didn't talk too much. yoongi was not there. hoseok.... well he's been gone for too long. the maknae line was just sitting there, eating like lifeless souls. 

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"ahhh i had a very good nap! thanks taehyung~ that medicine works magnificent!" jin comes out from his room and place himself among the other members. 

"i'm glad you're okay now hyung!" taehyung throws both of his hands to hug jin. 

jin join them for a late breakfast. the air was slightly different. they're talking again. they make jokes and laughs together. how jin missed this air. 

jimin decides that it's time. he must do this now. he can't wait no more. the more he stay, more people will be hurt. 

"namjoon hyung, jin hyung..... i was thinking about this... i think... i think i want to move out" there he said it. 

the four pairs of eyes stare at him, in surprised. 

"wha-- what??" namjoon seeks for jimin's explanations. 

"i want to move in with jinyoung hyung. we've talk about this last time. so... yeah.. i'm moving out" jimin puts a most serious face that they've ever seen. 

"jiminie, does that-- does that mean that you're going out with--" taehyung stuttered in is own question

"yes. we're going out now." jimin looks at taehyungs eyes. he tried his best to smile. 

"jimin ah... even if you're dating him... but wasn't it too early for you guys to move in together?" jin asks in worried. 

"we've talk about this before. we thought that the best way to get to know to each other is this. hyung i'm not moving far away. jinyoung hyung's house was only a few block away. i'll visit as much as i can. besides we're going to spend more that 12 hours a day together, living with jinyoung hyung makes it easier for me to spend times with him." jimin tries to convince them to let him move out. 

jungkook was just listening. he didn't agree! of course he's not. but he's confused. why did he disagree? he has taehyung with him. jimin should... should be happy too. should he be happy for jimin? but why does this heart of him hurt so much? he did love taehyung right? yes..... yes he does. 

jungkook helds taehyung's hand tighter. 

"if its best for you, i'll support you" jungkook finally speak. unfortunately, his words only cuts jimin's wound deeper. 

"yeah. thanks, jungkook" jimin looks at jungkook and smile slightly towards him. 

"hmmm well, since you wanted it that way, there's no way i could stop you. but promised that you'll visit us often?" namjoon reminds jimin that this is his home too. 

Jimin smiles towards namjoon. He holds namjoon's hand tightly and nods.

"when will you be moving out?" jin starts to worry. Hosoek had left them and now jimin is leaving too. This family is more than broken for jin. But if jimin is happy, he care less about anything else.

"ummm maybe on Friday. Jinyoung-hyung will pick me up. I'm not going to take all my things so that I can visit you guys here anytime I want"

All of them are relieved to hear that as they know, jimin would never make any of the members worried.

"hyung... are you... are you really going to move out?" jungkook is disbelief

Jimin looks at jungkook. He smiles and give him a nod.

"don't worry jungkook ah, hyung will always visit. Besides I'm not leaving the group, so I'm always going to be around"

"jiminie~ who am I going to sleep with?" taehyung pulls out a sympathy face to make jimin stay.

"taetae, you have jungkook right? Besides, yoongi hyung must be happy if we spare him a room for himself." Jimin laughs at his own jokes which no one finds it funny.

"well! I've said everything. I should be packing now." Jimin walks away from them. He must be strong, he knew that if he stays to long with them, he could be soft hearten.

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