This is the beginning of... His house was loud, all the time, his Father... Drunk and loud, abusive and evil, sad and confused. His mother sad and lost, loud and quiet, hard-working and... His family fucked up and wrong. His life different and... Him angry and confused. His first memory, he and his brother with his mom in a room, he couldn't sleep, he saw things he said weren't real but he was too scared to yell they told him to shush so he did... For a long long time. He was angry, confused kid, didn't know what was happening in his life, scared and alone, wondering what's going on with his mommy, daddy, and life.
