Boom.
It was done. It was over. Yeah I felt dead inside but oh well. I was free.
I jumped into my car and put my bags in there. I plugged in my phone and pressed play on Muse. I just listened to Matt Bellamys voice on the way to my parents' house.
I was only going to stay there for a while. Until I found a new place.
I was kinda worried about Gee. How was he handling it? He was going to propose for fucks sake! Obviously he felt the complete opposite to what I felt.
I started heading to my parents house but I wanted to be free a bit before I settle down. I turned around and headed to the cliff edge by the beach. I parked my car outside of the gates where the sign read 'danger! High cliff edge' well no shit.
I climbed over and saw a young girl, around 13/14 years old crying and walking towards the edge of the ciff. I stood and watched in awe and walked over to her.
"Please dont jump" I say as I stand next to her.
"I deserve to jump" I didnt know this girl but all I knew she was a mcr fan from her shirt.
"Like mcr huh?" I asked her and she looked at me.
"Your Emily! Gees girlfriend right?" She said.
"Well I was. I kinda ended it 10 minutes ago. Hes not taking it to well but I just didn't feel the same" I said honestly
"Oh im sorry. Im still going to jump"
"No please do-" she cut me off
"So long and goodnight Emily" she jumped. I watched her lifeless body fall into the blue abyss that surrounded the cliff.
I walked off and left her body in the water. She wouldn't have wanted help. I know how it felt. I didn't want help when I nearly comitted.
'And your heart has stopped beating and now im wondering - did you get what you deserve?'
No. She didn't. And neither did Gerard. He didn't deserve what I did. I mean hes only 33 he has his whole life and career ahead of him!
I wasn't going to apologise but I still felt dead inside. Maybe it wont bother me if I dissappear...
A/N
hi im not too sure about this chapter.
I bet u cant guess what the next chapters gonna be called!!! (Sarcasm)
Thnks fr rding my stry
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