The last thing I saw was the darkness. Like I had fallen into a black hole and everything was gone. Now, all I see is white. The white of the hospital ceiling. I get up- well I try to anyway but I cant move. After many attemps, I manage to arise.
I sit on a chair next to my hospital bed and I see myself sleeping. Ok then... maybe I wasnt awake, yet.
I look at my body, weak, fragile... broken. I trace over the cut on my own head that has been stitched up and see the many cuts from broken glass in my body.
I get up and look around at the things inside the room. I check my phone and I see that its only 1:30 in the morning and I left Frank house at around 11. I shudder just thinking about Frank and my thoughts then slip to Gerard and the look of disappointment and disgust on his face.
I would be ashamed of myself too.
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I sit there thinking for a while before someone walks into my hospital room. I see red hair, black jacket, jeans and combat boots. Gerard.
"Em, im so sorry. I-I" he started and burst into tears. I just wanted to wake up and leave. Now. I didn't want him here and I didnt want to be here. But it wasn't his fault. It was Frank
'That fucking bastard' I mutter to myself and Gerard looks at my face in disbelief. His eyes go wide and his jaw drops. 'Am I gaining conscience? ' I question and I realise that im actually saying that. Just about, but I still am.
"Em? Can you hear me! Oh god. Look, I just want to say that together we could of defeated your demons. Fought them off. Kick depressions ass. We could have defeated all of the haters. The non believers. We could have, but I wasn't there. I didn't help. I was useless. Goodbye Emily." Gerard said before getting the box out of his pocket containing the small ring and placing it next to my bed.
Everything started to fade which meant I was gaining conscience again.
I again woke up to the bright light shining directly into my eyes, almost blinding me. By this point, Gee had already left the room and most probably the hospital.
"Goodbye Gerard" I say.
A/N (unedited chapter)
Wasn't sure what to do here but here it is i guess.
I was going to make this the really important chapter but I figured that would be the next one seeing as its the title of the story...
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