I picked up the box Gerard had left on the table and opened it. Inside was a small ring made up of stars and two diamond stars opposite each other on the ring
It was simple. Gee knew me so well
"Y-your awake" I hear a voice and I see the door open slightly with Gerard standing outside.
"No shit now take the ring and leave Gerard you don't need to be hurt anymore. Not by me anyway." I tell him and place the box on the table
"But I'm broken. I need you. we can-"
"Make this work defeat your demons and all that shit yeah I know but no"
I look at him and see he doesn't look himself still.
"I love you Emily"
"But I don't love you like I did yesterday" I say and I hear Gerards breath hitch slightly
"O-o-ok. Im sorry I came here"
"Goodbye Gerard" I say for the last time and he leaves.
"Things are better if i stay" I mumble to myself because I know it's true. It's very true.
Once I get out this hospital- wait no. I'm leaving now.
I look around the room and see my usual clothes, crop top, black skinnies, black converse and A black leather jacket.
I start to rip out the needles and things in my arms and the machimes start to go off.
I grab my clothes and run out of the door. I walk down the corridor and into a bathroom.
I change my clothes and I akready fell much better. More me. I know I have makeup in my car so I'll do that afterwards.
I walk out of the entrance of the hospital and see Gerards car. I always have his car keys so I have no clue how he drove it or where he is.
This is all I need. Money, phone, car and some sunglasses to complete my look.
Im ready to go. Im ready to live my fucking life how I want to fucking live it.
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i don't love you ♡ gw
Fanfiction"I don't love you anynore Gerard! understand that!" I lied to him. This must be the hardest thing I had ever done. "I wish I could say the same Emily" At those words, my heart shattered. WARNING I wrote this like end of 2016 so it's cringey and ba...
