The hunting life

Chapter 9

You stood there frozen for what felt like the 100th time that night. The weird thing was that you weren't crying you just stood there watching. When Cameron was pronounced officially dead the doctor tried to get your attention but you didn't even look at him until Cameron's body was out of the room. He said he was sorry for your lose and that if you needed anything before you left to come and find him and he would get it for you.

You walked out of the room and told Sam and Dean what happened and they both tried to give you hugs but you pulled away and started walking to the door. Before you got into baby Sam grabbed you arm and asked "Are you ok?"You didn't answer you just got in and put your headphones on and blared your music. 

You noticed that Dean yep looking back at you through the rear view mirror. Once you got back to the bunker before you could walk to your room Dean grabbed your arm and said, "You don't have to act like you fine I can tell your not Y/N."

You looked at him and pulled your arm away and said, "All I have to say is that my mother better pray I don't find her because if I do a whole lot worse is going to happen to her then what she did to Cam." Then you went to your room and closed the door and put your back up against it. It was 1:00 in the morning so you decided it was time to go to bed because the next few weeks you where not going to get much sleep at all. 

3 weeks later

You had been searching for your mother for 3 weeks now and you could tell the boys where starting to get worried about you. They both had been keeping an eye on you. While all of you where sitting in the library you shut your lap top and just leaned back in your seat. You where starting to get agitated. You never knew it would be so hard to find someone. Dean noticed the look on your face and asked, "Everything ok?"

It was that moment you realized that you knew where she was. You stood up and said, "Be ready in 5 I think I know where shes at." 

Sam looked confused because he didn't know that it was you mother that killed Cameron, but Dean jumped up and took off to his room because he knew you meant it when you said be ready in five because he knew you would leave with out them. When all of you where ready and in the impala Dean looked back at you and asked, "So, Where are we going?"  

You looked up at him and said, "My old house."

He looked at you like you where stupid and asked, "Why would your mother be there?"

"Because Cam was able to make it close to the hospital here on foot, so i'm guessing that would mean that her and mom where staying at the old house."

Then Sam said, "Or they where on a hunt."

"Yeah but why would she hurt her on a hunt?" You asked.

He shrugged his shoulders and then asked, "How do you know your mom did this to her?"  

You looked out the window and said, "Cameron told me it was the last thing she said to me."

No one said anything until we got to the house. You seen a car pulled up in front of it and Sam looked back at you and you shook your head yes. Then the boys tried to get out of the car and you grabbed both of their shoulders and said, "Stay here. This is my job to do. Shes my mother and my sisters killer. " 

They both gave you that look like are you serious. You climbed out and before you closed the door you said, "No matter what you here you do not get out of this car." 

You knew that neither one of them where going to listen to you but you where hoping that maybe they would this time. You first walked over to the car to make sure no one was in there. As you where looking you could tell that that car wasn't your moms and you started to get worried. Then you walked into the house and started searching. You saved your old room for last. So far you found no one at all not even a trace of someone being there within the last 24 hours. You where hoping that when you opened the door someone would be there, but no one was there. 

You felt so stupid. You punched the wall repeatedly until you lost all feeling in your hand. You started throwing stuff around. Apparently the boys heard all the noise because they came running up the stairs and found you sitting on the floor crying. You didn't want to cry but you couldn't keep it in anymore. You couldn't find your sisters killer and your little sister wasn't there anymore to comfort you. It was all to much and you could' take it anymore.

Dean sat down next to you and hugged you. You tried to pull away but he wouldn't let you. Eventually you gave up and stopped trying to get away from him. You whispered to Dean, "Let me go please I want to talk to you and Sammy." 

He let you go but kept an arm around you. You looked from Dean to Sam before you said, "I'm sorry for dragging you out here with me. I should have came alone. From now on I am finishing hunting down my mother myself."

Sam looked at you like you where crazy and said, "No. Not happening. We all cared about Cam and I don't know about Dean but I am helping you find your mother." 

Dean agreed with him and you stood up and asked, "Why do you guys care so much about us."

Neither one of them said anything. You tried to walk out of the room but Dean grabbed your wrist and Asked, "Wait. You wanna know why i'm so worried about you and why I care so much?"

You and Sam both looked at him in shock as he said, "Its because I love you Y/N."