She Was Once My Best Friend, But now I think I have to Set Her Free (Part 2)

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Boy's POV (Part 2 : End)

I once had a best friend, her mom told me to take care of her before the time of her mother's death. And so, I took care of her. But that was when we were in the 6th grade.

Back when we were in prep, I had this strange feeling when I saw her. And when I saw her got bullied by others, I defend her. And that's where it all started.

Oo, sinabi ko sakanya that I didn't take our friendship seriuosly, and said more heartbreaking words that really broke her heart.

I said all of those because I thought if I admitted that what I really felt for her too, Our friendship will be ruined.

But now I regreted it. Kasi, bakit ko pa ba sinabi lahat 'non sakanya? I just f*cking hurted her. At hindi lang 'yon, naaksidente pa siya and worst! Nagka-amnesia siya. Because I said I wish I never even met her... Kaya, Nawala na ako sa memories niya. At sabi ng doctor, Hindi na daw niya ma-re-recover yung memories namin na 'yon.

Hindi ko alam kung ano na gagawin ko ngayon. Nasira ang relsyon namin. Nakinig ako kay satanas. And this is my punishment.

I still remember when we were in the 4th grade. Marami ang nagka-crush sakanya. Marami din akong secretly na nakaaway  para lang ako yung gustuhin niya.

In 2nd year high school, napansin ko na iba na ang pagsasama namin. Parang mas lumakas. At doon ko nalaman na mahal ko na pala siya.

Pero nung nakaabot kami ng third year, naging akward. We had a little silence everytime na magkasama kami, we had a little distance kapag naglalakad kami sa hallway, and we had a little feeling being shown everytime.

Sabi nga nila, 'walang pag-ibig kung wala kang ka-ibig-an.'

At ngayon, wala na talaga. Wala na siya. Wala na ako sa ala-ala niya.

Kung tatanongin niyo man ako kung ano yung pinaka-malalang kasalanan na nagawa ko sa buhay ko, Ito ay ang pagsakit ng puso ng ibang tao.

I should learn to live without her. Kasi alam ko, hindi na niya ulit ako maaalala, and that she's free from pain, And She can live life without me.

"The truth is, We never actually stop loving people, We just learn to live without them."

And that's what I think I should do for now on. I should learn to live without her and set her free.

It's funny and heartbreaking to think that:

She Was Once My Best Friend, But Now I Think I Have To Set Her Free And Learn To Live Without Her

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A/N: Waaa, I don't want this to end...

So, As my gift to all you gurls/guys who supported my Sad One Shot.

Read the next page (Author's Note) For more details.

Believe me, you wouldn't want not to read this. Because if you didn't, Lagot kayo sakin.

Char lang!

Bye...

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