You're sitting at your deskYou know it's time to go
You've said that to yourself over a million times
But this time you know
For sure is real.
You're tired
You're just so very tired
Your parents pissed you off
Like school wasn't bad enough today
You go to get the rope
Or the knife
Or the gun
Or just whatever you chose
Because you're that desperate to leave
You're ready
You think of it as some game
The first one dead
Is the first one who wins
No one's home
It's the perfect time
You're ready
If you don't do it now
You're just gonna look down at yourself even more forever
You're going to hate yourself even more
No one knows
No one will know
Until later on
Instead of getting a paper and a pen
You get the video camera
Along with a chair
you're standing on the chair
You decide to go with the rope
You're gone instantly
And there'll be no noise
One side of the rope is tied to the top of your fan
While the other is already around your neck
You're in tears and you know it's for real this time
You can feel it
You turn on the video camera
And you just stare at that red light blinking upon your eyes
You start to mumble out a few words
"Mom and Dad, I'm sorry.
I don't know why I'm sorry
But I'm sorry
I just can't do this anymore
I don't even know who I am anymore
I've lost myself
And I seem to mot be able to find my way back
Please don't blame yourself
Please
I love you both
Please tell my siblings the same
Stay strong and stay safe
I'll see you all soon"
You say sorry to your best friend
Because you know you won't be there for him anymore
Especially when he needs you more than ever
YOU ARE READING
When you die
Short StorySo, you think you want to do it? You think you want to end your life? You know what'll happen right? What they'll do? Remember. There's no going back.