December 28, 2016

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Morning
Its 1:30 AM. I am crying as I write this. I keep holding it in of why I am crying lately but here it is. I miss someone who left me for a reason. That reason is necessary an I completely understand it. Its just having the words stuck in my head that you said. I can't quite understand "feelings could change" that much. I just... Can't let go of you. I'm sorry if this bothers you. But im speaking of why I will be like the way I am. I know your not ready for a relationship but just... Imagining you with another person just kills me inside. It makes me cry tbh. I try not to think about that but still. What also makes me break down is thinking of our song... The part... "I can't promise that things wont be broken, but I sware that I'll never leave.." Just think about it. Look.. If your reading this.. I want you to know I'm hurt. I'm in so much pain. Please remember the note... Please remember my desperate feelings for you... Please remember... Every single thing..

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