His mistress ( Ciel x Reader)

Chapter one

Chapter one

Your pov

On a Saturday night, I was invited to a party at the Phantomhive Manor. The party was a ball, so I had to look fancy and classy for tomorrow, Sunday night. I started to look at the dresses in my wardrobe or closet, I saw a flowing dress that was a beautiful white gown that stood out from all the other dresses so I chose that dress.

When it was Sunday in the afternoon I left my house to leave when a carriage pulled up with beautiful black horses that pulled the carriage. I then went inside of the carriage and waited till I got to the Phantonhive Manor where I was greeted at the front door of the huge Mansion.

I then walked into the room to see Ciel Phantonhive, his clothes were green, blue, black and the neat thing was that I was his age at the time being. I then went to see what he was going to say but a hand rested on my shoulder and to my surprise it was his butler Sebastian Michaelis that had his hand on my shoulder.

"Thank you for coming miss, we've been waiting for you." Sebastian said with a smile. I then nodded in agreement, when I went where other people were gathered at Ciel made a speech on how thankful that how we all came tonight to be in his Manor.

When he was done with his speech I went to get a drink when Ciel came up to me to thank me for coming like Sebastian did earlier when I walked into the room. "Thank you for coming Y/n." He said with a half smile on his face. I always thought that he never smiles which is what people tell me but he is almost smiling right not which was weird.

I then nodded in agreement like I did to Sebastian when he said "thank you for coming." I then talked to Ciel before getting a drink at a table full of drinks and food which was Awesome because I love food. Some people say that I don't look like I eat much but I actually do eat a lot.

Also Ciel looked like me in a way, something like that but ya, it felt like we knew how each other felt in a way. Ciel reminded me of a person dear to me which was a lot since that person risked their life for me and died for me while taking that risk to keep me safe.

I just felt like he was that person to fill in my heart where there was an emptiness in my heart where the person I loved more died and it felt like he can fill that in, but it was impossible since he's like a Lord and I'm not, I'm just a girl that you'll find in a house living alone which was not that great but it works, sometimes.

Either way I do good on my own since I have no farther or mother and no loved ones that I know of. Anyways I went in a corner and sat in a chair all by myself drinking water, until Ciel came and asked if he can sit next to me which was surprising since he was a big name and other people wanted to speak with him, while I was a normal girl sitting in a corner by myself.

Then Sebastian called for Ciel to talk to a important person. When he left Sebastian said " I know what your doing miss, but if you interrupt business for Lord Phantomhive then I will have to kill you since your interfering." I stared at him blankly but I had no fear whatsoever because I let my emotions go since the one I loved died because of me so I never really had emotions after that.

But Ciel made that all go away and he makes me feel happy which I never felt in a long time. I always thought that emotions just drive a person crazy, sad, mad, but that's what I think and that's what I experienced when I was little as a kid.

Anyways I really didn't fear nothing because fear doesn't mean nothing, it only means that you don't want to face what really happens in life. Plus life is full of horrible things that can destroy a person so like me. I always was that girl who always used to smile even when something bad happened, but that one day that changed my life was when I made somebody die because of my choice. They just died in front of me when I was little.