When You Love a Lion (Phil Lester X Reader)

London Baby!

"(Y

)!!" I hear Cassidy yell, "get your ass down here now! Were going to be late for our flight you twit!"
I grab my suitcase and take one last look at my empty bedroom.
The marks on the wall, from when me and Cassidy threw darts at a poster.
The pen marks that read 'Cassidy + (Y\N) best friends forever' we wrote that when we we sixteen.
I walk out of my bedroom door and see Cassidy right next to the door with her luggage next to her, and she has her arms folded.
"What took you so long?"
"Well excuse me for wanting to say goodbye to the apartment."
She rolls her eyes. "Whatever. I can't stay mad at you let's just go."

We walk out the door and hail a cab. I remember when we moved to New York together, when we were sixteen.
Yes, sixteen. My parents had died by then so nobody really cared if I left, and her parents didn't care either so we said 'fucl it' and saved our money for an entire year just to buy that apartment.
Now we were going to London.

When we get in the cab I pull out my phone and put on some earphones and listen to some music while looking out the window.
We finally get to the damn airport.

We walk in after we pay the cab driver and we walk to get our tickets.
Were waiting to board the plane and I see Dan and Phil.
Yes. Dan and Phil.
In my mind I was freaking the hell out. I LOVED Dan and Phil.

I make eye contact with Phil, and I realize I was staring. I can't help it. His big blue eyes were like an ocean and I felt as if I was drowning.
Phil was staring too, with this smile on his face.
Dan notices his smile and looks to me, where he's staring.

-Phil's P.O.V-
Dan notices that I'm staring at this girl. I couldn't help it she was pretty and she was staring at me too.
Me and Dan were getting back to London and we were waiting for our flight.
Dan sees me, and looks at the girl I'm staring at.
I must of had a huge smile on my face,because Dan leaned in and whispered, "go say 'Hi' Phil, your staring and you've got an idiot face."
I snap out of it and I shake my head no to Dan.
The girl I was looking at turns away, but she's blushing.
Dan won't let this go, so I go to say hi.
I was shakingm I was nervous. Why was I nervous??? What's wrong with me?

-Your P.O.V-
Dan whispers something in Phil's ear, and Phil stops staring at me and shakes his head no.
I look away,and I feel my face getting hot.
Cassidy was laughing.
"The first time you see Dan and Phil and one already likes you!" She says, as Phil walks over with Dan right behind him.
Phil sits down next to me, and Dan sits next to Cassidy.
Cassidy and Dan talk,but I am looking toward the floor.
Phil Lester is sitting next to me! And he was STARING at me!
"Uh....hi." Phil finally says.
"Hi.." I said.
"What's your name?"
"(Y

)."
"That's a pretty name. I'm Ph-"
"Phil Lester." My inner fan girl answers for me.
Phil laughs, and I say "I'm sorry it was my inner fan girl.."
My face grows hot. What a dumb thing to say!
"That's okay...its kind of cute."
Did Phil Lester just call me cute?! Me?! Man this day is weird..
Me and Phil talk for a while, he asks me questions about myself.
"Sorry if I was staring..." He starts to say, then looks down at the floor.
He's so cute..
"No its okay, I was staring too..."
He looks up at me and blushes.
"You have nice eyes."
"Not as nice as yours.." I reply.
"So, (y

) why are you going to London?"
"Me and my best friend," I glance at Cassidy who is mid conversation with dan, "were moving there."
"Ah, I see. Have you got an apartment?"
"Yeah, a flat"
"Wait. Let me guess."
He says the street that he lives on, witch just SO HAPPENS to be where me and Cassidy are moving.
"No way! Your the ones moving next door!"
"Guess so." I smile and blush again.
"At least well have a cute girl living near us."
I blush even more when he says that.

The flight attendant lady announced that it was ready for us to board and we all stand up.
We board the plane, but sadly Dan and Phil are farther away from us.
Me and Cassidy put pur luggage away and we sit.
"So how's your new boyfriend?"
I look at her. "What?!"
"Phil."
"He's not my boyfriend he doesn't even like me"
She looks at me and says "bitch did you see the way he was looking at you?! He totally likes you."
Dan just so happened to hear this and he looked at me and winked.
Why was he winking? Did Phil say he liked me? I'm so confused.

-Time Skip-
Me and Casaidy get off the plane, and Phil walks over to us.
"Hey, (y

), Cassidy, want to catch a cab with us? Were going to the same place."
I nod and we all get to the cab.
We were kinda squished, and I ended up leaning on Phil.
Since Phil was way taller than me, I was pressed up against his chest.
I was blushing the entire car ride.

We get to the flats and Phil offers to help me with my suitcase.
"Sure, thanks." I say, as he takes it.
We walk into the flat and Phil puts down my suitcase.
We had already moved in a couch and mattress and kitchen stuff so we didn't have to buy all new ones.
Phil says, "do you want me to help you unpack (y

)?"
I look over to Cassidy and she winks at me.
"Sure." I say, and I guide him toward my bedroom.
We start to unpack my clothes and put them into the closet.

"So (y

)" Phil says,breaking the silence, "why are you guy moving to London?"
"We wanted a change from New York,and well we have always wanted to go to London, so here we are."
"Oh interesting." He pulls a Dan and Phil shirt that I had out of my suitcase and laughs.
I try to take it from him, but he pulls away and I chase after him, trying to get the shirt.
I chase him all around my bedroom, and eventually he falls and I fall on top of him.
".....(y

)..." He says, breathing heavily.
"Ye-" I'm about to ask him, but I am interupted by him kissing me.

My eyes are wide open, but I close them.
He wraps his arms around my waist as he kisses me.
At that moment, everything was perfect.

He breaks the kiss and I get up off of him.
Both of our faces are bright red and he hands me the T-Shirt.
I put it on a hanger and place it in the closet.
After a while of unpacking in complete silence, we were finally done.
"Uh....I...I should go...Dans probably waiting for me..."
I nod and he leaves.
Its already about 9:00, but Cassidy walks in.
She hands me a small piece of paper.
"Phil said to call him."
She leaves the room, and I call the number.
"Hello?" Phil says.
"Hey.."
"So uh....about that kiss. It was a mistake and I'm sorry we should just be friends...."
I get tears in my eyes, but I say "yeah...friends"
I hung up the phone.
I cried. I dont know why. I'd only just met Phil. I mean I'd watched his videos a lot but...I'd only just met him I shouldn't be crying over someone I just met.

I somehow fell asleep after a while of crying.

-Phil's P.O.V-
I heard her crying through the walls.
I felt so bad. Why the hell did I tell her that?! Am I a fucking idiot?!
I did like her.
I liked her a lot.
But I said that because I thought she didn't feel the same way.
I'm so stupid.
And I couldn't apologize now I mean, she agreed to be just friends.
What if she didn't want to be just friends?
What if she really liked me and that's why she's crying?!
Did I just fuck up a relationship?