I looked at Narvel and the room started to spin, he could see that I was fading fast I grabbed onto the Couch and Narvel grabbed his phone he called 911 before I even hit the floor. He got over to me and I was out cold on the ground. It was happening again and it was all my fault because I wouldn't let everything out and help myself.
"Baby come back to me, come back to me." He said holding me close.
Everyone didn't know what to do and Bailey started to cry hard. Well.... today was June 6th and I was still out. I was in my room and my 11 month old daughter was playing on the floor with my husband. They were with me all day everyday 24/7. They slept there, they ate there, they bathed there..... they had clothes brought to them when a week was up by Gloria. They were never leaving my side, that would be the last thing they did.
"Dada?" Bailey walked over to me and wanted all of us to snuggle
"Sweetie, remember? Mommy is sleeping and we can't wake her because she needs her rest, me and you can snuggle if that's okay?" He asked
She whimpered and crawled over to him. She wasn't walking yet
He picked her up and held her close
She held on t
To him tight
"Daddy loves you so so much" he said
"Wove you." She whimpered
He kissed her cheek and he stood up. He swayed her rubbing her back soothingly. He started to calmly hum to her to get her to hopefully fall asleep.
"Mommy...."she whimpered sadly
"I know baby, I know" he closed his eyes.
She started crying a little bit
His heart broke and he held her tightly. "You are so-" he was interrupted by me saying "loved" and finishing his sentence
"Baby?" He rushed to my side
"Hi handsome" I smiled, my eyes were half open and I was so groggy but I was up.
Bailey was so confused and still crying a little bit
"Is that my baby doll?" I smiled looking at Bailey
"Mommy?" She whimpered
"Oh my gosh! She's gotten so big" I said starting to get emotional. "Come here baby" I said
She whimpered and clung to Narvel. She was so confused
"Baby it's mommy" I said. I looked at Narvel and my tears suddenly changed to sad ones. "She.... she hasn't changed has she? She still doesnt like me." I said
"No no baby it's not that all. She's just a little confused" he said. Bailey started to reach for me
I took her and held her tightly. I closed my eyes and cried, I'd missed so much.
She snuggled into me. "Mommy...." she said
"Hi beautiful, I missed you" I said
"Issed ou." She tried to say
I smiled at her and I kissed Narvel for the first time in a long time. I smiled and the sparks were all still there. After 4 days I was free to go home!
"Mama? Dada?" Bailey asked
"Yes baby?" I said helping pack up
She reached to be picked up
I picked her up and then we headed out to the car. When we were in the car I noticed we were going "home" we were actually going to my dream house.... he built me the house of my dreams. It was prefect!
"Babe?" I couldn't help but smile
"I know we didn't discuss it or anything.... but I found it in your scrap book everything you wanted. So I figured what better way to surprise you than with the House you've always wanted?" He smiled
I just grabbed his face in my hands and kissed him deeply
He smiled against my lips and kissed me back. We all got out and went inside, I was so beyond happy! He smiled at me and my reactions. A few hours passed and were settling in. Me and Narvel finally decided to have the big conversation
Bailey was down for her nap. I sat down on the couch
Narvel pulled me close. "What's first?" He smiled. "Okay, well what about if we started to do rounds of IVF treatments?" I asked looking over at him
"You want more?" He smiled
"I want one more, shooting for a boy" I smiled
He smiled big
"So that one is a yes." I smiled. We started to talk money and insurance and what we were going to do when my parents needed lots of help if we were going to put them in a home or not, we also talked about Bailey, schooling, work for me and how we were going to pay my hospital bills.
We didnt really needed to think about Baileys school just yet but it was always god to plan
Well as time would tell we had to choose between paying for my hospital bills for paying for my second round of IVF.... I knew we had to stop with the IVF. I was in the kitchen a few weeks later and this was all going on.
"Baby what do you wanna do?"'I asked
"Well...." he sighed closing his eyes. His phone started to ring and he answered it, he left the room and he had a long conversation. When he was done. "How about with the rest of the money we go on a vacation to California?" He suggested
"Babe? What are you talking about?" i asked him very confused
"Go pack for you and Bay, I'll explain on the way." I went and packed and we loaded into the car. Once in the car we drove to the airport and flew to California. When we got there we drove to the Ellen show! He got us tickets! But what I didn't know was that these weren't just any Ellen show tickets. We got to our seats and I had Bailey in my lap happily.
"Mommy?" Bailey said a bit concerned. She didn't like being in big crowds
"Shhh, shhh, it's okay baby doll. We have you safe and sound." I soothed
She hugged me tight and hid her face
I giggled at her and held Narvels hand
He held it vsxk
I smiled and about half way through the show..... Ellen called us down to come talk with her as part of the show!
We both got up and walked down to the stage and sat on the couch
I sat Bailey in my lap and she smiled big at Miss Ellen
"Can you say hi baby?" I asked
