TEST(TemptationsEverySingleTime)

Chapter 1

Morning
/ˈmôrniNG/
Noun.
Meaning the period of time between midnight and noon, especially from sunrise to noon.

Everyday has a morning and every morning has a day, but sometimes those days were never the same. When I ride in my 1970s Cadillac on the road in silence; thats something else.

Its not just basic driving, no baby it's vibing . Unlike some women I do oldschool cars and I most certainly do not do Buicks, but I do like Ferrari's .

As I drive the breeze just hits my face and it's fingers runs through my hair. The feeling of it feels so nice until it starts rearranging it to the point where it makes your hair hit your eyes and ends up blinding you. At this moment in time I'm just living my life.

I was on my way home from the hospital and I was EXHAUSTED. So many patients and nurses asking for help; seven years of studying medical field and I'm STILL not happy.

Sometimes I wonder, what is happiness? And why am I not feeling it anymore like I used to? Everyday just seem so dull and all I feel is negative energy.

Everyday I pray to God hoping that he'll find me a good man, because I'm starting to have too many wet dreams. My sexual fantasies are starting to feel so real that every time I open my eyes I crash back to down to reality knowing that I don't have a man.

I've been more  focused on my job than myself but I'm also working on music because I don't really like being a doctor, and since I'm more into music I can see a little progress . I'm just glad that I'm making a great amount of money with this so called " Career."

As I made it home after work, I have this sense of relief and excitement because I'm almost done with my mixtape.  I'm not  ready to make an album just yet, even though the thought of it lingers on my mind.

I went up my spiral stairs to find something to wear. I went to the bathroom to take a bath because a bitch smell like old people and hospital food.

I'm in the bath tub having some me time then all of a sudden I hear my phone ringing.

(I think im bad as hell, i got issues out of line, sayin tomorrow i'll do the dishes never come......)

I saw the caller ID and it was my girl Ivory so I picked it up.

"Hello?" I said.
" GIRL guess what?" she said.
"What?" I said.
"Guess?" she said.

I rolled my eyes because I was not in the mood for guessing games.

"Just tell me already, I dont wanna play guessing games." I said.
"Ok, I found you a manager that can manage you on your music." she said.

I was silent. I was so speechless that I didn't know what to do anymore at this point.  I was so paralyzed in my own thoughts that I forgot that I was on the phone.

"Hello?" Ivory said.
"Sorry, im just so happy about this good news, but at the same time when will I see him?" I asked.
"Well, um...I gave him your number so he can call you anytime, but at the same time imma give you his so when he calls you won't think he's some random person." she said.
"Ugh ok, send it to me and also I'll talk to you later; I'm taking a bath," I said.
"Bath? why not shower? dont  you have a shower?" she asked.
"Im just having a little me time before I make my music,"I said.
"Well.......have fun, and imma send you the number," she said.
"Ok bye."
"Bye"

Call end

Now, that I can have some me time,I'm going to turn on my J. Cole playlist and relax. First song that pops up is "Intro," oh yes that's the perfect song for this occasion.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Now that I'm done I'm ready to make some magic. There's this song that I've been workin on, but I don't know if it would be good for my mixtape. But since I wanted a finishing touch, I might as well do it.
Verse 1:
Have you heard my new mixtape yet,
Shit was poppim
You know it was fire, if it burned my homeboys car
Worked so hard I got a new whip,
Im livin in my new loft; doin me and living fine.

That's all I got off the top of my head, I feel like I wanna change it but at the same time it goes together perfectly, and all I need is a good beat and I'll be golden. Now I gotta think of a chorus and a hook.........damn, i'm so damn tired, but at the same time i'm so damn bored. Then it hit me....

Chorus:
People say
Idk how you do it
Drivin a 1970s Cadi and these basic women
drive Buicks
Tryna be on some new ish
They didnt know I can do this
Mind your buisness i'm doin fine

I knew that I was gonna start flexin when I thought about this chorus and the funny thing about it is that I was gonna put basic bitches but instead I put basic women, but all I can think about is........what will happen next.
All I know is that I'm going to have some more me time since I'm off this WHOLE week so I'll be able to just do me :)

After the session, I put on my headphones, put on some music, and fantasized. The only man that I could depend on is Jermaine, the man of my dreams, the coleworld in my dreamville.........ok i'm starting to sound corny but people don't understand the feelings I have for him. All of my friends think that i'm just fangirling when i'm just in love with his music.....and his voice....ugh that damn voice just......damn.

At this point all I did was fantasize about this man and all I could do is have wild thoughts. For the whole night, all I did was listen to him more and more until I my eyes got heavy and I went to sleep.