Chapter 1- Jermaine Cole p.o.v
I hate living in the streets but most of all hate living in the house I grew up in. Sometimes I wish I wasn't even here but sometimes we were meant to be in this world to survive the evil that this world has. I understand that God wants to punish us for the evil but why me, why am I being punished, why am I being tortured for this. Why God, why?. But as I pray every night, like my momma always told me to because she believed that one day God will answer our prays and give us a good reward.
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As I got up this morning for school there was already yelling and fighting....like what the hell can it just be peace in the morning instead of fucking stupid ass arguments. When I got finish taking a shower and getting dress I went into the kitchen to figure out what the hell is going on.
When I looked to see who my mom was yelling at. I realize it was my dad...
"What the hell is HE doing here" I said with anger.
"Cole watch your language in this house"
"No mom I'm fucking tired of this bullshit. I'm fucking tired of you letting him come back when you know that he's gonna do. He'll leave us again like he always do"
"Co-"
When my mom was trying to say something she was cut off by my dad .
"Now boy don't you ever in your damn life talk to your mother like that" he said with a stern voice.
"Since when did you fucking care dad because the last time I remember your ass only cared about the bitches you fuck, the money you get, and the drugs you sell. You never fucking care about us you only care about yo damn self"
And with that said I grabbed my book bag by the door and left to go to school.
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When I made it to school I was pushed by 'The Killers'. The bad asses and most of all the baddest gang on the east side. Their leader was Zayear, I heard that if you look in his eyes, he will find you and tear your ass the fuck up.
"Oh look Zayear this one seems fun to mess with" one of his men said.
"I bet he is" the other said.
"What is your name? " Zayear said in a deep voice.
"My name is Jermaine Cole but people mostly call me j.cole" I said.
"Well Cole since you bumped into me and my guys we deserved an apology, if you don't give us one we'll make sure your life is a living hell."
"Why should I care I'm already living in one"
"Well well well" When he said that him and his boys left without doing anything, I should be proud of this but why did they leave without doing anything. I should probably watch my back.
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When school was over, I walked straight home because I didn't know if 'The Killers' were gonna come back at me especially their leader guy, Zayear. For some reason he remind me of someone in my childhood but just can't put my finger on it.
As I made it home early I kept hearing noises in the living room so I went to go check it out.
"Mom are you in the living room"
As I kept hearing the strange noises I decided to be a man, shake those goose bumps away and walk into living room to see what was going. From what I saw Zayear had my dad pinned to the floor.
"What the hell are you doing and how the hell do you know where I live"
"I have my ways" That's all he said and went back to my dad. Just because I don't like my dad doesn't mean I don't want to help him "If you don't let go of him imma tear your ass the fuck up"
"Ahh little niqqa got a mouth" he said with a smirk and that's when I lost it.
I went to him and pushed him off my dad. What I did just got Zayear pissed off even more. As he got up he ran to me and punch me so hard on the face I could hear my nose crack.
" You little fucker. Imma fuck you up" He screamed as he kept punching me and kicking me until he was out breath.
When he was done with that he took out his gun and shot my dad square in the face and kneeled beside me and whispered " Your fucking lucky I didn't kill you Cole but one day I will find you and kill you"
When he left I tried to get up but I couldn't because the pain was so traumatic. I decided to wait until my mom came running in after they were gone.
"Ahhhhhhaaaaaaaaa Cole my baby what happened!?!?!?"
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