"Why is it so that your not afraid of me?"
"Niall you know the truth. I want to be with you. I want you to possess me. I want to be your one and only" I shakily said; tears racing down my cheecks. "We've been there so many times. Why do you keep repeating the same thing. You know that I cannot love you. I use people" he said. Somehow it seemed he was heartless; he didn't pity the girl who was dying to be his; dying for his love.
I finally gave in; I was sniffling; crying and all he did was stand there. "I use people" he repeated again. "Then use me" I said in desperation "use me all you can. However you like. Just let me be yours ...... just.... please" I pleaded.
"Why won't you just give up? And what makes you think I'll let you be mine? What do you have?" his voice raised.
"I have something which you don't. A heart. And I'm willing to share it with you" I was really desperate; needy in fact. He sighed "Please".
"Niall I can help you out of the dark world you live in. You haven't realised what life is really".
"I'm afraid you can't. I'm a bad guy. How come I don't intimidate you?" he squinted his eyes and noticed the features of my face. "This intimidation makes me want you more".
"Stop following me after work. The other dangerous guilds will soon find out about you and I'm not willing to sacrifice my position for you. Now get out and never show me your face again or I'd kill you before they do" he pushed me out of front door and he locked it soon. I was left there with a broken heart and a bruise in my pride. But I'm not giving up. It's not the end of the world. It's been two years I have been chasing him. He was a bad guy but not to me. He was a part of a gang and the most wanted in London. I knew his location and I could have easily handed him to the police but I didn't and won't. It's as simple as that; I had fallen deeply for his unintentional charms. But he saw nothing in me. Nothing.
Maybe never will.
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Possession (A Diall fanfic)
FanfictionIt wasn't an uncomplicated thing for him. He never felt this way before and all he wanted was to keep her forever with him. Love her, protect her. But there's always this obstruction.