I'm Not Sure of My Feelings For You (Harry Styles and Camila Cabello story)

Chapter 26 I Want To Be Closer to You

Harry creates this kind of spark inside me. As I'm sitting/straddling on Harry's lap I feel this pressure under my thigh. Harry's face is drained, and he looks as if he's going to bust. But what is going to bust? He looks so uncomfortable.

  "Harry are you ok, babe?" He nods, but still has a strange face on.

                    Harry's P.O.V:

I have a fucking ass boner, from Cam. The way she was looking at me, and from rubbing her ass against me without her knowing. Her innocence is so tempting and I just wanna make love to her.

   (Give Me Love Ed Sheeran)

  "Cam." I search my jacked up brain to find the right words. "I want you. Every bit of you. I wanna feel you around me, I just want to be closer to you. This boner is proof." Her eyes are wide with shock. She slightly raises her hand, and looks into my eyes as if asking for permission to touch me. I nod. Her hand closes around my penis, I sware my boner is going to bust out of my fucking trousers!

                  Cam's P.O.V

Harry's words startled me, but I feel the same as him. I want to be closer to him, I want him to touch me, and love me with everything he has.

As I touch his penis, my heart pounds with excitement, and I feel as if I'm committing a terrible crime by touching him like this...I love the feeling.

  "I-I. What do I do now?" I'm slightly embarrassed I'm not an expert in "sex" I know that I shouldn't have it till after marriage, because I grew up in a Catholic family.

  "I-...its wrong." My words are spoken softly feeling ashamed of my actions. He tilts my chin to look into his eyes.

  "Cam. It's ok we don't have to." His tone is gentle and caring, it touches my heart.

  "N-no I want to, but I'm scared." I admit that I'm frightened, and he nods as if he understands.

  "Cam I will never hurt you. I want you to know that. By us doing this will show you how much you really mean to me, and will explain my love for you." His tone is soft, and his eyes speak the truth. I nod and brace myself ready to be closer to Harry.

Hello sorry short chapter. So in like an hour I have to go to my uncles viewing so yea. I just wanted to put up a chapter for you lovely Directioners and Harmonizers! So the next chapter has "Sexual Content" so if you don't know anything about "sex" then I suggest you read. But if you're going to be disgusted than just skip it:) Thank you bebes<3