Panic attacks are horrible. Even more horrible when you're in the middle of a crowd at magcon. Fainting after that isn't fun either.
But it's not that bad if you wake up in the presence of Blake Gray and Hunter Rowland.
(Very dramatic story aha)
hi...
"Morning honey" I heard my mum whisper as she slid open my curtains, "Happy 15th birthday" she smiled.
"Thank you Mum" I replied. I had forgotten it was my birthday, they're not that important to me.
"Come down when you're ready, I made your favourite!" she teased, I could already smell bacon sizzling from the kitchen.
As my mum left my room I heard my phone buzz and I quickly looked at it, it was a tweet from Hunter;
@hunterrowland good morning beautiful😘
That tweet is one of the many things that make my day because he puts me in a positive mood. Hunter is just such a nice guy.
I got ready and put on an early birthday present that my mum gave me yesterday, a white crop top and high waisted ripped shorts.
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As I walked down the stairs I heard my best friend talking to my mum in the kitchen.
"Hannah! I didn't know you were coming round you should have told me!" I basically shouted to her.
"I wanted to surprise you! I couldn't miss my best friends birthday! Quick come over here I got you a present!" she squealed.
I love Hannah so much, she always spoils me. Even if I don't mention my birthday she'll remember and she'll turn up to make it the best day ever.
"Thankyou Han, you really didn't need to get me anythin- " I stopped. "Oh my gosh" I gasped.
I let out the loudest scream you could imagine and I forcefully slapped my hand over my mouth to stop the noise from escaping.
Tears filled my eyes and my heart was beating a million miles an hour.
Hannah bought me tickets for the Magcon show in London. She knows how much I love Hunter and she's always been telling me that she'll take me to see him one day. It just melts my heart when I think about how thoughtful she is.
Hannah and my mum are the only ones who know I suffer with depression. They try to help me but I just can't be cured. One day Hannah introduced me to all the magcon boys and made me follow them on every social media. She said they would make me happy. I'm so glad she did because without Hunter I wouldn't have the energy to get out of the bed in the morning. I know I've never met him, and I didn't think I ever would, but he just makes me so happy. I can't describe how much he's helped me.
"Hannah I don't know what to say, thank you so much. You're the best friend ever I honestly don't deserve you" I told her but I had to whisper the last sentence because my voice was cracking from crying so much.
"Emma you do deserve it! You've gotten so much happier lately and I wanted to give you a day to remember" she argued and gave me a tight hug to top it all off. "Also, thank your mum as well. She's the one who gave me the extra money to get you ultra-vip"
What.
No.
No.
I thought I was just going to the show. I thought I'd see the boys, have a great time and then go home.
But I get to meet Hunter. I get to hug him. I get to tell him how much he has helped me.
It's official, I'm the luckiest girl alive.
"You're kidding right? No way did you guys do that for me" I shook my head with doubt.
"Here are the wristbands" My mum laughed as she pulled out an envelope from the top drawer and opened it, pulling out two red and black wristbands with the magcon sign on them.
I didn't say anything. I didn't have any words to describe how beyond happy I was. Putting my hands over my mouth my jaw dropped, and I ran over to the other side of the kitchen where my mum was and embraced her in a big hug.
"Thank you so much" I managed to say as tears poured from my eyes.
"You're so welcome. I'm so proud of you Emma" she smiled.
I'm the luckiest girl alive.
I let go of my mums grasp and shot towards Hannah and jumped onto her, causing us to both fall straight onto the sofa.
