Pretend It's Ok...

Prologue:

Ever since my parents died I haven't really wanted to you know...be here. I wish I was with my mom so she could comfort me and tell me everything is gonna be ok. And my dad here to protect me and say he's gonna chase all the boys away if they hurt me or anything. But I know that's impossible.

(CHAPTER 1:)

"Alex sweetie please come down to eat!" Mary yelled. I mean I love marry to death but she's just.....not my mum. I know taut sounds mean but I really miss her.

"Coming!" I yelled as I ran down the steps of our 2 story house. It's pretty big because there are about 16 other girls, but I like it.

"ALEX!" Lily yelled. She's like my little sister. We are probably the most connected 2 in the house.

"What lily?"

"Can you play dolls?" she said giving me the puppy dog look. Why are little kids so adorable?

"Maybe later I'm gonna go eat breakfast."

"Oh ok."

-after breakfast-

"OMG MARY! LITTLE MIX ARE COMING TO THE MALL TODAY! CAN I GO PLEASE CAN I GO?"

"I guess but be back around.....4 okay?"

It's like 10 and little mix are coming around 11...so I have enough time.

I ran upstairs and changed into some white skinny jeans, a electric blue sweater, and my blue converse. I applied some light makeup and then I grabbed my keys and left. (I'm 17 if your wondering!)

When I got there the line was starting to g longer so I ran over and got in line. While I was waiting I meet this really nice girl named Hunter. I was taken out of my thoughts when something tugged on my shirt.

"LILY?!?!" what is she doing here!? she almost gave me a heart attack!

"Sorry I sort of climbed in the back seat of your car and followed you inside." she said smiling innocently.

"It's ok you just gave me a heart attack."

"Alex who's that really pretty blonde?" she asked pointing to Perrie.

"That's Perrie Edwards! she's my idol."

"She's really pretty. I wanna look like her some day."

"I'm sure you will." I said laughing. Lily has the brightest dreams ever. That's why I love her.

I'm guessing Perrie saw us pointing because she looked over at us and waved while giving the biggest smile possible.

-Perries pov-

When I looked up I saw the 2 most beautiful girls ever pointing at me so I waved and gave them my biggest smile. The little one waved back and then started jumping. The fans are so adorable.

"Perrie! are you ok?" Jade said snapping me out of my thoughts

"Oh ya sorry!"

After like 30 minuets the 2 girls came up right I front of me!

"Hello!"

"Hi!" the tall one said happily.

"I'm Perrie!"

"I'm Alex! Huge fan! And this is my little friend lily.....lily say hi."

"Hi."

"Hi Lily, I love outfit!"

"Thanks." she said shyly hiding behind Alex's leg

"Did you guys come far to see us?" I asked.

"Um no not really, me and lily live down the street at Mary's orphanage." they live in an orphanage. omg that broke my heart.

"Cool, cool." I said signing the poster she handed me

"Well it was very nice meeting you Perrie!" Alex said

"Same! Bye Alex, bye lily!"

"Bye!" they said as the walked down the hall. They seem like really nice girls. but I feel bad they don't have a mum and dad. Well they might have a 'mum' but she's not their real mom.