A LOT of mistakes. A lot of really bad, really dumb mistakes. I'm not one of those people who are going to sit here on social media, smashing my face into the keyboard and trying to convince you that I am going to change any of that. I am too much of a stubborn idiot to try and change how my brain works. I think process of elimination is an amazing thing. I meet really shitty people all the time get to distinguish the most shitty from the less shitty, more awesome people, like myself. Don't get me wrong, though, I'm still very much a stubborn idiot. You'll probably get to read all about that through this year.
To be perfectly honest, I don't know where to start. I would say I'd start at the beginning, but the beginning already happened and my life is pretty much still a mess, like always.
I had a weird dream last night, very weird dream. I have a lot of weird dreams. I'm just going to copy and paste said dream from a text I sent to one of my friends as soon as I woke up, that should get you caught up in my life.
"so i have a bf in this dream and hes cute or whatever and all the sudden the world decides to end and all of florida moves like its in a fucking blender but somehow a library is kept safe and so a bunch of people come to the library and we have a party bc why not yanno and then at said party my ex is there and we see each other and he like starts touching on me and shit and ask if he has a condom and we find a room and my family is in the room next to us and we try to fuck but out of nowhere he stops and then he dissapears and i get dressed and my parents walk in like nothing has happened"
Because THAT made sense. Believe it or not, I've had dreams similar to this before. I'll probably have more to tell you tomorrow. Enjoy ((((:
