Hi I'm Zane, and I'm a teenager who found a spare time to write something about my life.
Its not a sweet and magical fantasy or other love story that you can find and read that will blow your mind realizing that the whole thing is not true in Life.(Yah,,, I know reality sucks.)
Its just my stury of me being a stupid and reality hater person that love's to forget every thing in my past.
So here is the story....
At the age of 18 there are so many things in this world that I experience, but there is a lot more happenings that I will be experiencing later in life,
things that are so complicated,
so easy,
actions that are misinterpreted, things that cannot be understand
and cannot be easily forget about.
And also there are things that should be done, and shouldn't be,
this part is the most difficult thing to do in this world specially if there is someone or something that will be affected by that action.
And sometimes people choose wrong decision, that can lead to a more difficult and distractive result.
And for me that most deadly decision,(deadly cause it can kill me or the other) but not much of a decision, its more likely a happening that leads me to decide in-between, it is...
to destroy a friendship because of love.
During this age,
I only had one boyfriend, and the good thing is... he loves me,
but me! I really don't think so,
because I really don't understand what love is,
and in my part,
having a boyfriend is not because I love or like him,
it is to be able to understands a understand a certain thing,
to know the feeling of having someone,
hugging someone,
kissing someone,
BUT not having you know.. the word S***, (my gosh I'm still a child to loss my virginity for that, I will loss that on the right time, but not now.)
I intend to experiment, not only by means of laboratory and other apparatus but by the use of the real thing "people's heart".
