What Is Love ?. .

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Karma's POV

" we'll get the fuck on then bitch and if ya ass gone leave take my fat ass daughter with you too !" my father yelled as my mother put her stuff in her car , I was already in the car " and don't bring y'all asses back either ! " he yelled as we pulled off every since I was little my parents argued like this and they use to get really physical until my mom started bustin pots upside my fathers head. Sometimes my parents would argue hour after hour and I would just hide under a table and just cry as I would rock myself back and forth . Growing up that really scarred me because I have no good memories with my parents being together and that really hurts. My mom said , "we only stayed together for this long for you" when I tell you that my parents arguments impacted me so much I mean that. Growing up I've never had friends because I've always been on the big side and that always made it hard for me to fit in so I close myself off in this box I don't talk to anyone , but my mom and if I do talk I really have to be comfortable around you. Omfg where are my manners , I'm karma Jay I'm 16 and I'm more on the big side I got booty for days haha and I have cute face those are the only things I love about me to be honest ,but I'm 5'2 and I have pretty long soft hair I love that about myself too but anyways I really wish I could love myself ,but I just don't see how I could. Anyways I wonder what New Orleans would be like , oh I forgot to mention my mom is a doctor so it won't be very hard for us to get back on our feet I'm happy just we're getting away from my father ,now we can be free.

New Orleans..........

We pulled up to this gated community it was very nice looking and well put together. Then we pulled up to this nice house I turned and looked at my mom and she said, " baby girl I've been planning to move for months during that time I picked us out a house and had it furnished and everything " I smiled and out the car and waited for her unlock the door to our new house when she said unlocked the door I went upstairs to my room it was so cute it really fit me I looked in my drawers to see that they were filled with clothes I guess we had to put on a front for my dad. I went downstairs to find my mom in the kitchen , she looked up from what she was doing and said , " go get ready we're going over to ya grandma house so you can see her and meet your cousins" she said I went upstairs to take a shower ,when I was done I put on my PINK sweat shirt and pants with my UGG boots. After my mom was done getting r day we were on our way.

Grandma's House ............

When we got to my grandma's house I automatically had this familiar like feeling and when me and my mom went to the porch and knocked on the door , I noticed how nice the house was when the door opened there was a very pretty woman behind she was a lot older but you could tell she kept herself up she led us into the kitchen to where I guess my cousins were " sit down suga " my grandmama said I sat down to the table beside my mom then this girl that looked to be the same age as me said , " ma ma you don't remember " then my other cousin joined into her question and I said , " I don't really remember any of you ,but I do you guys are my cousins " they smiled and started to introduce their selves ," I'm layloni and this is my brother Leon" they hugged me I just smiled " so what school you going to cuzzo? " Leon said " she going to the same high school y'all go to " they smiled I'm over just as lost ," we gone pick you up tomorrow for school " I nodded my head

Looks like this move was much needed right?........................

Leon

Layloni

Karma

Tonya ( karma's mom)

Sara ( karma's mom's mother )

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