We probably broke up the day after Christmas officially. On the 23rd of December, he said we needed to break up due to me being clingy. I'm clingy because I am scared of people leaving or me pushing them away. He knows this. He got tired of it. We were 8 months on the 23rd. I cried on the 24th and he changed his mind and wanted to be together so I allowed it.
26th of December came and he said it was too much drama. 27th, we hung out as friends and he kissed me. His taste is sweet like honey and makes me feel safe and just his presence calms me. We had sex. He said we're friends with benefits.
It hurts knowing our mutual friend, who used to be my best friend, forced him to break up with me. I was told by Makaylyn, Jessica made him break up with me so she can have him for herself. She told me three weeks before this happened that she didn't have feelings and that he was her brother.
He had a Christmas party. I couldn't go because I had a fever. Jessica went and posted on her snapchat "I can't believe we kissed". They tell me it's a joke. Now that I think about it they did. Ugh how am I so stupid to believe that happened?
He said I take our relationship serious. I'm 16, he's 15. I date to find the one not to use. He is the one who "proposed" at 4 months and called me his soul mate.
He confuses me.
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Short StoryThis is gonna be my thoughts basically. I have a lot and I'm tired of snapchatting them. so sick nobody sees this I'm gonna put them here.
