It was a few days after I had gotten sick. Jhope was calling me.
" are you sure your ok?" He asked. I had invited him out on a date to a fancy restaurant that just opened up.
" I'm fine, that was 3 days ago!" I said. " I checked my temperature and it's back to normal!"
" are you sure? I don't want you going out if you don't feel good" Jhope said. His voice was sincere and sweet.
" I'm sure, we'll leave at 5:00!" I said.
" ok" he said. I hung up, and started blushing. It was my first real date with Jhope. I was so exited, I ran to my room and looked through my closet. I needed to find something perfect, that Jhope would like. I grabbed a few dresses, some tops, and jeans, and started trying them on. I eventually settled on a navy blue sailor style dress, and black stockings to go with it. I put my hair in a side ponytail, then did a soft wing for my eyeliner. I looked at myself in the mirror, and started to feel discouraged.
" I look like I'm in middleschool!" I said quietly. My hairstyle, the sailor outfit, and... I looked down at myself. " no.. Jhope is sweet and caring, he doesn't care... Does he?". I pulled out a drawer on my dresser, and grabbed two bra inserts. I quickly put them on, and pulled my hair out of the ponytail. I stared at myself in the mirror. " this just... Isn't me". Then there was a knock on the door.
" donut?". Oh no. It Jhope!. I pulled my hair back up in the side ponytail, then looked down. I'll just leave them there... I ran to the door and opened it.
" hi hobi!" I said. I was nervous and exited, but mostly I wanted to know if he could tell... They were bigger.
" wow!" He said. " you look beautiful!" He said. " you've never looked better!". Never.. You thought. Is it because of the cutlets... No, he's better than that. Right? I stared at the floor.
" thanks..." I said quietly. Jhope put his hand on my shoulder, and I looked up at him. He seemed worried.
" y/n, is something bothering you? Your not still sick right?" He asked. You pushed him back.
" I.. I'm fine!" I said nervously. Then he put his hand on my head.
" you don't feel warm?" He said. " are you sure nothing's wrong?". He could tell I wasn't happy, so instead of arguing, I grabbed his hand and pulled him inside.
" come on" I said. We sat down on my bed. " look away".
" why?" Jhope asked.
" just do it!" I said. I pulled the bra inserts out and laid them on the bed. " you can look now"
" what are these?" Jhope asked. He looked at them for a secound, then looked up at you. " y/n, were you wearing these?" He asked. I nodded.
" it's just... I'm look like I'm 12 years old. I didn't want you to be... Disappointed... By me..." I said hesitantly. Jhope wrapped his arms around me tightly.
" you don't need those!" He said softly. " you could never disappoint me, your the prettiest girl I've ever met". I held him back, and felt my eyes start to water. He was so kind to me. I started crying.
" thank you" I said. " I really needed to hear that" I said. I let go and whipped my tears.
" now" said Jhope. " let's go on that date"
