Next chapter hanggang sa matapos po, PRIVATE NA.
Dedicated to @nanalejoyce ♥
-knowme
PAW’S POV
“In any relationships, every time you lie…you’re getting one step closer to goodbye.”
“But Doc, I can’t tell him that I used his bestfriend for my own sake! It’s…a white lie! Yeah! Hindi pa naman siguro ako baliw noh? Ayoko lang malaman niya yun, masasaktan ko yung asawa ko. Isa pa, it’s his fault dahil palagi na lang siyang wala sa bahay.”
Napangiti ako sa pag-momonologue ni Sheena, my client. She loves to keep a secret from her husband and usually cover it with a lie. That she was taught to call it as a ‘white lie’.
I decided to work today; I just want to socialize with other people. Truth be told, I want to have a friend again. But I just can’t, yung mga taong nakakausap ko ngayon, may kanya-kanyang problema din. I just can’t step into their private lives and say that ‘Hey! I want you to be my friend’ that’s suck!
Before lunch, Max drop by to give me my lunch. She’s always smiling, so I thought she definitely doesn’t know what is happening to me.
Since Fabian let me go yesterday, I’m always at my own. Eating alone, transporting alone…sometimes I talked to myself.
No one is approaching me just like the old days, no Jecca, no Fabian, no Dawn, no parents…and I think Neri’s playing safe but I’m the one who avoided her first.
At the end of my day, I felt regrets. Bukas na. Bukas na yung araw na sana hindi nalang dumating, o kaya, sana laktawan na lang.
And why does cupid is happy when people falling in love? Why don’t he try to shoot himself with his fuckin’ bullshit arrow and see how love hurts?!
And why does these things happening to me?
