Trust Issues

Chapter Three

I wouldn't text him. I wouldn't give him the satisfaction. Oh who am I kidding?

Hey. -Rebecca

I knew it. -Chris

Oh shut up -Rebecca

Want to know something? -Chris

Sure -Rebecca

You snore when you sleep:) -Chris

Do not! -Rebecca

Don't worry, Baby doll. It cute;) -Chris

I should probably talk to Anna. I was super rude to her yesterday and she didn't deserve it. I always did this. I pushed people away and I was afraid I was going to lose her. I guess I should just call her.

So I dialed her number. After I dialed her number, her voicemail started playing. She had rejected my call. Of course she had. She has a right to be mad at me. I was rude to her and she should be angry at me. I know I would be. She doesn't deserve a terrible friend like me.

I decided to just sit in my room. I couldn't fall asleep. It could have been because Chris and I were texting each other about random stuff. We were up until like 4 in the morning. I had to admit talking to Chris was pretty fun. The only thin I was afraid of is that I will push him away.
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We talked like this everyday. We would just talk about our favorite things and what we like to do in our free time.

We made plans to hang out this Friday. I was excited to tell Anna until I realized that she wasn't speaking to me. She would be proud that I've finally let someone else in but I had also let her go. School hasn't been the same without her. She has other friends so she doesn't talk to me. She was always more popular than me.

But she had chosen me over everyone else and I took that for granted. And now I had lost her.

Friday at school, I saw her with all of the queen bees. They were talking and laughing. They turned and saw me at my locker and they just laughed and pointed. I felt tears brimming in my eyes so I quickly grabbed my books for my first class and left.

The day went by pretty quickly and at about 4 I got a text from Chris.

Ill pick you up at 7. Dress nice. -Chris

Okay see you then -Rebecca

At about 4:30 I decided to get ready. I took a quick shower and put my hair up in a towel. I picked out a tight black dress that went down to my mid thigh and laid it out on my bed. I picked out a black strapless bra and a pair of black lace heels.

I went into the bathroom connected to my room and blow dried my hair. I curled the ends of my hair and sprayed it with a light layer of hairspray. I then started on my makeup. I put on a lot more makeup than usual and finished it off with a dark red lipstick. I looked in the mirror then went into my room to get dressed.

I put on the black dress and heels and once again looked in the mirror. I had to say I looked good. I put contacts in in place of my glasses and grabbed my small black clutch. When I finished getting ready it was about 6:30. I unplugged my phone to see that I had a few messages.

I'm excited about tonight. -Chris

Are you excited? -Chris

Oh yeah. You're probably getting ready. I won't bother you -Chris

Of course they were all from him. I sent him a quick text saying that I was excited and at exactly seven, there was a knock at my door.

"Hey, baby doll." Chris said. "Ready to go?"