Chapter 7

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Reece's p.o.v

I wake up after a long nights discussion with myself, which continues as I get ready. I do not love that boy. He has no concern for my feelings but more so wants to take care of his wants over anything.

Taylor shouts from the bottom of the stairs "Reece! Breakfast if you want it!" I do not reply knowing that he has already walked away from an audible point and went to eat. I slide on my school clothes and grudgingly walk down the stairs. I grab a piece of toast, two pieces of bacon, and a glass of milk to accompany me as I get ready. As I walk upstairs I can feel Taylor and my mother watching me... everything seemed to be pointing at me to bring all attention to the girl with her head facing the floor, avoiding attention.

I put on classical music this morning. Slowly humming to the unpredictable symphonies. It calms my thoughts.

It is rainy and thundering outside. Mother Nature seems to be in the same mood I'm in. Today isn't a makeup type day. It is the second day of school and I'm already feeling the sweatpants, tshirt, and messy bun look. I slide my glasses on instead of contacts to cover my naked eye. As I get ready to walk out the door I text Paris
*not my day... I wish someone would try me*
I hit send and carry my phone in my hand as I walk to my mothers doorway. She is laying in bed with her back to the door. "Bye mom. I have to go to a friends house after school for a project." She turns the upper half of her body over and says "okay honey. Be safe and home before 10... Taylor will be watching you again tonight because I'm working night shift for the next week." I walk down the stairs and grab my keys from the key holder.

I arrive at school at a way more decent time than yesterday. I am the third person to occupy the room, but soon the classroom fills for another treadmill day in the hellhole teens call school.

The last bell rings and I jog to my car to get out of the rain quicker. As I shut my door thunder crackles and makes my heart jump out of my chest. I rest my head on the black steering wheel as I catch my breath, taking my hand down to the ignition where my keys sit. I flip it over and turn my windshield wipers on so I can see the obstacles in front of me.

I drive very slowly and cautiously to jacks house, where he appears to be waiting for me. He holds the door open for me and signals his arm for me to get inside. I run in and take my shoes off at the door along with my coat.
"My dad is gonna be working today and tomorrow but he will be off Thursday so it won't be so quiet in the house." He says in a quiet, soft voice.
"Alright sounds good." I return in a very monotoned voiced while staring at my mismatch socks. Jack looks back at me concerned but doesn't question anything.
"We can go back in my room where your stuff is and pick up where we left off yesterday." Jack says adding a sensitive smile. I look up at him and kind of grin.
"Will you actually work today?" Sarcasm clear in my voice.
"If you promise not to complain. I don't think anyone can complain like you." He returns the same sarcasm and keeps the smile clear on his face.

The thunder gets louder and more frequent and I check the time and it is 8. Neither one of us have spoke since we have been in here. We have both been working very focused and diligently. His father walks in.
"Oh hello Reece... didn't expect seeing you here." Oh gosh.
"Umm yes sir," I say with a chuckle, "me and Jack were assigned an English project together."
"Well you cannot leave tonight. Roads are terrible and cannot be driven on till tomorrow morning. You can call your mother and me and jack will fix up the guest bedroom."
"Why thank you so much sir." Jacks dad signals him out of the room and I go back to work.

Jack returns and says "Dad won't bother us anymore. We can work all night... school was cancelled due to tornado stuff." Oh goodie. A day with Jack is just what I need.

Jack walks over time and takes my laptop off of my lap.
"Reece you look so hot. Please let me kiss all over you." He starts to kiss down my neck.
Oh I miss this sooo much. Um no Reece, you don't. But I dooo. All of his attention on me and him wanting me and touching me. You know his tricks very well. Stop him now.

His hand was slowly gliding up my thigh, sending shivers down my back. His kisses got lower on my collarbone. I push him off of me. "Jack you know better than that."
"Reece I want you right now." He goes again to kiss me but I push away.
I stand to my feet, "but what about tomorrow Jack?! What will you want tomorrow? What will you say tomorrow?" He just looks at me. I think back on how we used to be. As he keeps looking at me confusingly I feel pressure in my chest; like an elephant standing on my windpipe not letting me breath. Everything becomes blurry and when I blink, a tear runs down my face. I breakdown and tell him everything I couldn't before.
"Jack you don't know what it's like. I put you first in everything. I didn't only love you I was in love with you! You don't know what kind of pain I went through! I was just a game to you. I felt like the only person I ever cared about wanted to make me look like a complete joke! You have never stayed up crying over someone who you know never even thinks about you! You didn't miss me and I know that! I did everything I could to help us. I put all of my time and effort into us. Then you went off and made me look like a complete fool. Now you are trying to come back to me? After all the pain you caused me? Jack I can't do that."

He gets up and embraces me in a warm, welcoming, safe hug. I rest my head in his shoulder and can't help but cry.
"Reece I can't tell you how sorry I am. I can't tell you how much you went to me because I don't know how to tell you my feelings and I'm so sorry."
I didn't care in this moment. I wanted him to hold me and care for me. I wanted my baby back. However I can't fall into that trap again without him earning his trust back.

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