Nialls parents told me that Niall was with the boys, because they all would go home tomorrow and would meet again in 2 weeks to start there tour, thats why they wannet to be together for the evening.
"What?!"
I couldn't believe what I just been told.
So Niall my best friend since we were three years old would rather be with his band members that he nearly sees every second of the day, but he couldn't even come home to see me after nearly three years with not talking a word, because he couldn't say no to his fucking manager.
THE FUCK
What an Idiot.
After the big "Hello" and dinner the Horans left. And I was left alone with my thougts.
He changed
Maybe he didn't like me anymore.
Maybe I wasn't good enough for him. He was a popstar he could have anybody. Why would he still care about me. Im just the old friend from Mullingar that has no big future.
I went in our front yard thinking. Now I really realised how much I missed everything. But it wasn't the same. I was thinking bout Niall when suddently somebody laid a hand on my back. I turned around and saw Niall standing behind me.
"I know what you are thinking" he said quietly.
"Also, Hello Niall, Im good how are you?!" I asked sassy.
"I know that you are mad, but I can explain! Management forced me to.."
What?!
He didn't even say Hello and tries to tell me shit bout the fucking management. Damn
I cut him off "And you couldnt say No to the freaking management? No, rather you wannet to loose your best friend Good job you did there."
"I didn't meen too, Im sorry" he whined. "Yea, I know" I said ironic.
I never could be angry at niall for so long. But this time it wouldn't be like that.
"Ok so you couldnt say no I know (as always), but why are you here now dont you wanna be with your freak band members" I asked not looking him in the eye.
"No" he answered quietly, "I wannet to welcome you"
A bit late, Horan I thougt to myself.
But it was quite cute.
"Ready, to forgive me" he asked with big eyes.
Yes. No. A little bit I forgave you. Wait What. Noo. Stay strong.
"Dont know" I said looking him straight in the eye.
"Allie" he grined, "You can't lie to me, you know that, say the truth. You already forgave me!"
I ignored his statement and kept on looking at the grass.
"Lets do this again" he laughed and went a few steps away.
"What" I questioned not knowing what to do.
I just stood there waiting for what would happen. Niall turned around.
He started screaming "Allie? OMG I missed you sooooo much" he shouted
and then started to run towards me.
I cant handle this shit. I need him.
He pulled me towards him in a bear hug. While I lay in his arms I whispered quietly "I missed you to Niall" a little tear rolled out of my eyes and then i closed my eyes silently crying.
