Rebel ~N. H~

Chapter 5

Niall's POV

She closed her bedroom door behind her, me just standing there...what I'm awkward...

"sit" she spoke and snapped me out of my thoughts, i sat on her bed. "here" she handed me a old guitar with old stickers on it. "sing" she sat next to me. 

"what song should i sing?" i was nervous and I don't know why...this is my JOB! 

"how about one of your songs then Mr. Boy band..." she said scooting closer to me making me more nervous for a reason i still don't quite understand. 

"ah...okay then." i set the guitar correctly in my arms and began to stum along to the music in my head. My eyes closed in case she hates me...

"Your hand fits in mine, like it's made just for me.

But bear this in mind it was meant to be.

And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks.

And it all makes sense to me.

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile.

You've never loved your stomach or your thighs,

the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine.

But I'll love them endlessly.

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth.

But if I do, it's you.

Oh it's you they add up to.

I'm in love with you, and all these little things."

i  opened my eyes and I knew I wanted to impress her so I would look at her work the charm with my eyes. but i waited and just stared down at my fingers on the strings.

"You can't go to bed without a cup of tea.

Maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep.

And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep.

Though it makes no sense to me."

Boom! eyes locked right on hers, her green ones against my blue ones and as i sang the last parts of the song, the words just found true meaning in my heart and i suddenly it clicked I liked her but i was still confused she seemed mean and independent, but i feel she has a different side and for some reason i am ripping at the seems to find out what that is...but my mind shifted back to the song.

"I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape.

You never want to know how much you weigh.

You still have to squeeze into your jeans.

But you're perfect to me.

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth.

But if it's true, it's you.

It's you they add up to.

I'm in love with you, and all these little things.

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you.

You'll never treat yourself right darlin'

But I want you to.

If I let you know I'm here for you.

Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh.

And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth.

Cause it's you, oh it's you, it's you they add up to.

And I'm in love with you and all these little things."

There i was getting lost in her eyes, when she starts crying...but lightly...

"I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth.

But if it's true, it's you.

It's you they add up to.

I'm in love with you, and all your little things."  

"Hor-..Niall that was beautiful...."

"thank you,..... are you ok love?"

"yea-yeah...." she wiped her tears...

"you know i like this side of you" i said putting the guitar down.

"what is that suppose to mean?" she said defensively.

"no..not in a bad way..." i said to rescue my chance... "i think you are beautiful...even when you try to be tough." i wiped a tear from her pale yet pink Irish cheeks.

"your not to bad your self..." she said with a small smile while grabbing the hand i wiped her tear with in her own hands. our faces inches apart. she closed her eyes and i leaned in to her for a kiss, a kiss that we both wanted so bad and before i reached her lips the door ripped open causing us to fall onto each other and then on the floor.

"oh am i interrupting something?" 

"oh no of course not we really wanted to play twister thank you..." Rebel said while we laid tangled on the floor

"oh your welcome Reb. and Niall?" i sighed what could she want.

" yes....?" 

"oooh sassy are we well i was going to say it is dark up top so if you wanna go, go now. if not stay we have extra room just tell mum of course..." and with that she left the room. i sighed again looking at what my sister had done...first she cockblock our kiss and then laughed while we fell onto each other....girls i will never understand them.