Thursday 5th January 2017
Dear diary,
It's 2017. Wow. I feel old..... Firstly hope everyone had a good Christmas and got what they wanted etc. You know, the usual Christmas questions.
This chapters gonna be short, be aware.
I've been writing this book for two years now and my updates are less frequent, boring and nobody is reading it.... so I've decided to finish this book as I started it.. at new years, opening up a new chapter in life.
I'm a vegetarian now, that's my new years resolution, one I might actually keep. Every year I make a physical resolution, something I can do and have something to prove it. Like keep bedrooms tidy, stop eating junk food, lose weight and so on. But then I tend to make something mentally, something I can improve on like my emotions and the way I feel about life.
This year, I only have the one of those.
I need to stop caring about what other people think about me and do what I want, to try and put myself first. It's not something I do often, but it's time I faced my own problems head on and sort them out, not putting them off whilst helping someone else. I want a depression free year.... might as well think big...
Finally, I thought I'd write a couple of things to friends / ex friends.... something I haven't done.
Violet, you're smart, stop putting yourself down, you're choice in screamo emo music isn't the best 😂😂 but you know a lot of stuff.... especially random shit
Strawberry, I apologise for ending the era of red hair but I feel black is a much better representation of my soul. Also how would you feel if you got sent off to boarding school. Retrieve your Sims immediately 😂😂
Kyu, there's not much I can think of, we're not on the best of terms, so keep out my way for a while, watch your mouth and good luck with the new relationship. Though I have a feeling you've done it to make someone jealous....
Newbie (haven't got a name for you yet... sorry) I solemnly swear that I will never steal your orange and carrot juice again... borrow maybe....
And that's about it.... aka I'm really tired and want to go to sleep...
So, for the last time, goodbye
From Hannah xx
