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Constriction (JASPAR): ©Skiller0Dani

Final part to "Say I Love You". Hope you enjoy xx

Song: My Heart Will Go On by Celine Dion & Something In The Way You Move by Ellie Goulding 

~DaNi

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Caspar watched from the couch as Joe stood mingling in his kitchen. The various people around him laughed at something he said as he described something stupid Caspar had done that morning. He watched Joe with a smile upon his face as he felt a constriction in his heart by the way Joe looked over at him. It was hard at first, Joe was scared and he couldn't let go of it. He cried and hid away and he screamed and he held Caspar. Caspar sat through it all because shit does he love Joe. The weeks that Joe stayed at Zoe's were the worst. Caspar remembered it so vividly, how Joe marched to his room with a trembling hand running through his hair. Caspar had stood on the staircase as Joe shakily threw his things into a suitcase and lugged it out to an Uber. He was gone for nearly 3 weeks without saying a single word to Caspar. Those were the longest and most agonizing days of Caspar's life. I mean something in his gut told him that Joe loved him but was too scared to admit it, even to himself. But it was hard to be sure with all of Joe's mood swings because he felt so panicked all the time. 

Caspar now leaned against the kitchen counter as Joe stood nearby with his hand rested against Caspar's thigh. The thing Joe was most afraid of wasn't loving Caspar, but the backlash he would receive from revealing it to his viewers. He knew most of them would be completely over the top thrilled but some of them wouldn't be thrilled, they would hate him. Joe wouldn't be able to bear losing all his viewers. Caspar runs a gentle thumb over Joe's lower spine as Joe continued to talk to their friends. Caspar notices in the very corner, Zoe standing and he decides to go chat. He stands, pressing a kiss to Joe's hairline, causing Joe to redden and their friends to fawn over the simple act. Caspar smirks, turning to head towards Zoe and she smiles as he approaches. 

"Enjoying the party?" Caspar asks, sliding his hands in his jean pockets as he leans against the nearby wall. 

"Thoroughly. Are you?" She asks, raising her brows to him before glancing at Joe.  

"Well enough." Caspar mumbles, his own cheeks now reddening as Joe's had previously. 

"He seems happier." Zoe comments, her eyes resting on Joe. Caspar lets his eyes follow her's to him. 

"Took him a while." Caspar comments, and Zoe nods. 

"Yes, it did. But looking at him now, I'd say it was well worth the wait." She tells him and he looks to her with a smile on his face. He suddenly hears a crash and loud gasps. 

"Caspar!" Jim calls from the kitchen and Caspar's eyes move to the kitchen as he notices Joe slumped against the counter, with blood and broken glass around him. 

"Joe!" Zoe calls as she rushes to the kitchen, with Caspar following after. He sees Joe, sitting with blood running down his face, from his nose. There's so much of it, thick as the length of his mouth, blood flows down to his neck. Caspar also notices blood down Joe's forearm and sees glass in his hand. Zoe runs to the bathroom as Caspar wets a cloth and presses it to Joe's nose. Joe looks almost dazed as he slumps against the counter. 

"What the fuck happened?" Caspar snaps, worry etched into his face. 

"His nose started bleeding a few minutes ago, but he didn't want to worry you so we didn't say anything as we tried to get it to stop. We tried everything but it began to gradually get worse. Joe said he felt faint so I grabbed him a glass of water and he was growing really really pale when he smashed the glass against the counter and slid to the ground." Tanya explained as Zoe returned with the first aid kit in hand. 

"Nobody said anything!" Caspar yelled, and everybody grew gravely silent. He turned back to Joe who was still looking quite pale. 

"Joe, baby, you with me?" Caspar asks him as he continues to dab at Joe's face. Joe nods a little bit as Zoe extends his arm to remove the glass. 

"We need to call an ambulance." Zoe says and Alfie nods, pulling his phone out as people began to huddle in the kitchen asking how they can help. Someone handed Caspar a glass of water which he made Joe sip at, what if Joe was hemorrhaging? Panicked thoughts ran through Caspar's head as someone informed him that the ambulance was on it's way. 

"Caspar I'm fine." Joe said softly, and unconvincingly. Caspar didn't answer as he continued to wipe away the blood. 

"Joe some of these might need stitches." Zoe informs him, and he averts his eyes to his arm, with many gashes carved into it. 

"Really, babe. I'm fine." Joe said again, trying to pull away from Caspar. 

"Stop it. I'm trying to make it stop." Caspar said, gently pulling Joe back to him. The door swings open and Paramedics rush to Joe, looking him over. 

"Well if he was hemorrhaging he'd be dead by now." They inform them, preparing their gear. Caspar sat nervously as Zoe stood up as the men helped Joe up. She followed them down to the ambulance, as she's the only person allowed in with him due to her being his sister. Caspar looked down to his own clothes and hands, caked in Joe's blood. He swallowed a lump in his throat, feeling a mixture of worry and fear as he stood, feeling unsure of what to do. Joe turned his head to see Caspar, and sent him a wink, as he disappeared out the door.