January 3rd 2017

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Late at night, while you close your eyes and drift off into a dreamless sleep, I lay beside you and cry. Eyes swollen and red, but not making a sound as I wouldn't want to wake you while I'm in this state. I love you darling, truly I do. However, I have no balance and I'm really sad, you do bring joy to each day and a smile upon my face lovely... It's just... Well I'm homesick and guilty. I don't know what to do. So another night I'll cry here beside you and not let you know.

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