My Cruddy Joke of a Love Life (short story)

My stupid love

I walk into my 6th hour advanced math and search for that one face that makes this darn class so much easier. I see him sitting in his spot  at his table and smile. I sit down at my desk and Mr. Richards talks about a 7 minute test that we have to do.

I zone out and watch Alex  out of the corner of my eye. I can't help but notice him whenever we are in the same room it's like I can't keep my eyes off of him. I snap back to reality when I hear our teacher say and the time starts now. I turn it over and see 20 questions that are for 5th and 6th graders.

At the end of going over the answers I'm shocked. I only got 11 right no flipping way. I give it to someone and they take it up to him. We learn a new part of our unit and get a package before we leave. After school as I'm getting ready for bed the only thing or rather, person, on my mind is alex.

************the next day***********

I walk in to math again after a long and tedious day before this. I look for him and see him in his seat again. I smile and sit down but groan when I realize that their is another 7 minute entry tocket/quiz. At the end I got 17 this time. It was so cool. At the end of class I walk him to his English class while we talk. My freinds Roger and Beth yell "WE SHIP IT!!!" And I shake my head laughing embarrassed.  When I turn my head I notice that he's blushing.

"Awww is alex blushinh" I coo.

"Noo I'm not" he says and slightly turn his head away from me.

"Yes you are!" I say and he shakes his head. I laugh and tell him I'm gonna take a picture as proof and be laughs. I walk downstairs after dropping him off at english. I see Beth and I tell her what happens and she just keeps saying I ship it. That night as I'm talking to them they keep trying to point out things to get me to ask him out.

I was afraid at first to do it because I was afraid it would A) ruin our freindship and B) that he didn't like me and that I would get rejected. They kept trying so I told them tha if they could find out if he liked me I would do it.

***********the next day************
As beth,rodger,and I are walking to our math classes I see alex and point him out before speeding up to get into my math class, but not before  I hear rodger ask "do you like cadence" I sit down and not 30 seconds later alex walks in shaking his head and chuckling mumbling freinds.

He walks past me and at the end of class I ask him what my friends said and he says that they didn't say anything. A couple minutes later rodger tells me something that breaks my heart. He say that he said he doesn't like me. I get home and cry and cry and cry. It's a good thing that it's the weekend. Well that's My Cruddy Joke of a Love Life.

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Don't judge this story please it was never supposed to have a happy ending or alot of detail something happened at school that made me want to write this story.