everyone compliments me for being so independent and smart. but they never knew someone was a lot better than me..
that's no other than my cousin.
always the smart one, always the funny one, always the happy one, always the loved one. it fucking makes me want to kill him!!!
i hated him so much for being the best...
yet... i loved him.
no not the "i love my cousin kind of thing"
more like the "i love him as a crush" kind of thing.
i know, it's forbidden. i know it's not aloud but i couldn't help it.
i wanted to forget him, to hate him, to move on with him. but it's getting worst.
i'll be spending my whole school year in his house! just great! just fucking great!
