Y/N - Your Name
I/N - Internet Name
F/C favorite color
that's prob all ill need
I scroll through Twitter. Cuminte_ was online. Oh Senpai~, (i just cracked up thinking about someone calling him senpai) when will you notice me? I sigh. Sure, he responded to my comments a lot, but he never truly noticed me.
Even if he did, he lived in Australia. I lived in Freedom Land. It just couldn't work. I turn off my phone and lay down on my bed, staring at the ceiling. Maybe I should confess my feelings to him. I don't know. Would that destroy our friendship? Would we stop talking?
I was scared.
Scared to show my true feelings.
His voice. His (ugly) face. His personality. It was all amazing.
Whenever he made a video, whether reviewing a movie, game, or screaming at burger king, I swooned. He made me feel happiness I never thought possible (I'm dying help me).
I get up and walk to my kitchen to make myself some mac n cheese. Maybe I could save up and move to South Australia. But then I'd have to know where he lived, and that may require some extreme stalking. It wasn't worth it. But... I loved him... but my laziness is more powerful so nah.
Even that night, I couldn't stop thinking about him. Sam. Cuminte. Whatever you call him, he was perfect. Whenever he posted something like "XDeez nuts dab xd" it brought a smile to my face. Such poetry. Such majesty.
Little did I know, tomorrow would be one of the best days of my life.
This pained me to write. Its also very short but its already so much filler and I want to get to the next chapter so ye.
