A/N: So, I decided that I should write my first story on here (I'm really excited about this). It will be a boyxboy love story, so if you have anything against gays, or transpersons for that matter, I sugges you not to read any further. Cuz I don't wanna see any hate on her, ok?
Also, since I'm not really sure about all this works out, have some pacience with me, ok? x3 Thank you xoxo
So, if you're still here, enjoy the read x3
---"Are you.. A boy?"
Prolog...*Eli's POW*
"What do you mean with that you 'can't tell me'? If you don't like me anymore, just tell me already!"
"Oh, don't be stupid. Of course I like you - actually I love you, wich is the reason to why I can't tell you!" I replied, trying to keep my voice calm. I really wasn't happy with how this conversation had turned out.
"If you love me so much as you say, you should be able to tell me what is bothering you. I'm worried, you see"
By the sound of Damiens' voice, his mood seemed to drop. And of course, he was right. I should be able to tell him. But if I told him what was wrong, I would lose him. I was sure about that. And I really didn't want that too happen. As I said, I loved the boy.
"Damien, you don't understand. I really can't..."
"Then get me to understand!" he cut me off.
Once again, I thought about it. As I always did. Should I tell him that I'd lied to him, all this time? From the begining it was just a simple mistake from his side. But that mistake had grown into something so big, that I was unable to handle it. And it wasn't just a tiny lie. It was a lie that easly could break our realationship into pieces, within seconds. Wich I really didn't want.
But this time, I didn't got to choose by myself.
I gently carased his cheek with my fingers.
"Please, just let it go. For this time?" I pleaded. "I promise I will tell you"
A slightly nood from him, made me sigh in realif- before putting my arms around his waist and pulling him into a hug.
I nuzzled my face against his chest and took a deep breath of his scent, and I could feel how even he was relaxing against my body. I felt his arms wrapping around me and he started to say something, but got cut of.
"What 'SHE' wants to say, is that 'SHE', actually is a he..."
I teansed up when I recognized the voice. But also because of the words. Mainly because of the words, actually.
Slowly I lifted my head and met Damiens' gaze with my own. I could feel a lump building in my throat when I could see his eyes, filled with confuse. He seemed to be thinking, before his hand slowly made it's way over my torso, higher and higher. Something I usually didn't let happen. But now? I had no choise.
My heart started to race in speed when his hand got higher, and higher up. I fought against my will to pull his hand away. I knew that if I did, he would just get more suspectious. And I didn't want that.
I felt his hand reach my bra, only to find some paper, and my breath stopped. Along with my heart. At least, it felt like it. I wasn't ready too lose him already.
"You are... A boy?"
Shit!
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Dun Dun Dun Duuunnnnn....
Since this is just the Prolog, I didn't want to write too long, but I promise next chapter will be longer .
Also I didn't read it through, so don't hate if there's grammar fails..
P.S. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, tell me what you thought about it. Or at least make me know that people actually reads this by comment, vote or really anything. Please? :3 D.S
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Are you... A boy? (boyxboy)
RomanceEli has fallen inlove with a boy. But Eli has a secret. A secret that threatens to destroy the realationship he has with the boy he's head over heels inlove with. As much as Eli want to tell him, Eli can't manage to. The secret? Eli, is not a girl...