Why can't i be loved ? ( lessbian thug love Story)

Feeling Scared all over again!

                            Toya P . O. V

When I saw Tazz pull out her gun,  I was more scared of her than Leah. I didn't want her to shoot ,  because well ,  Leah was my first everything. 

" Um,  Tazz  .  We should  go.  , I have class in a hour " I whispered. 

" It's only 3:30 , I told you I'll have you back at the house at 5 , your safe with me baby girl chill"

I heard everything she said but I really wasn't  listening.  I just wanted to go back to the house and pack my stuff and leave. I feel so unsafe. 

" Tazz,  just take me home before she comes back " I cried

" Alright,  let's just go " she grabbed her keys and left me terrified cause Leah was walking back towards me. 

I quickly ran and caught up with Tazz.  I knew going out with her would be a huge mistake. 

 

                             Tazz P.O.V

I didn't know we'd run into Leah,  Leah use to be my main nigguh back then.  I introduced her into the gang,  but she betrayed me and set me up.  We been rivals since then. 

I saw the way baby girl was looking when I pulled my gun out,  I was gonna shoot at Leah just to scare her,  but not kill her.  But Toya looked scared. This will not be over.  Imma end her and Toya will be mine!  Oh did I mention I had a Lil crush on Toya?  I didn't  well now you know. 

" Tazz  , imma run in and get my clothes and be right back,  you can drop me off at my friend Asia house " was all she said before she ran into the house. 

I got out the car and ran after her,  I couldn't let her leave like this she wouldn't be safe. 

" No,  Toya , okay I know you barely know me and all but,  I can't let you leave my sight. It won't be safe!  And if anything happen to you it would kill me.  So please stay? " I begged. 

She gave me a mean ass stare,  if looks could kill I'd be dead right now. 

" Look , why do you care so fucking much?  Huh  ? You  want  me to stay so you can beat on me too?  No,  I gotta leave.!  I'm use to being alone and getting hurt..it wouldn't matter!  okay  ? So just drop me off at Asia house and I'll be out your way " she was yelling and crying. 

When she said all that,  my heart damn near failed on me.  How could she compare me to her?.

" Toya,  I don't care what your saying!  you're are staying with me.  We'll sleep in different room's,  I'll get you your own car.  change your number and everything.  All you have to do is cook and be cute,  cuss I damn sure cant " I laughed trying to lighten the mood. 

                          Leah P.O.V

I was chilling at the trap,  smoking a blunt and talking with some of my main nigguhs and thinking boutt how T threaten  me with no words. 

" Yall  won't believe who I saw with Toya at the mall today "

" One of the hoes you cheated on her?" my nigguh Bre asked. She hella funny. 

" No,  she was there with Tazz.  We gotta take this nigguh out before it get  too late.  She pulled a gun out at me trying to be  " Captain Save a hoe"

" Maybe if you stopped beating on Toya and cheating on her she'll still be here,  helping you blast traps,  wrapping up your bruises and scars , telling you everything will be okay and giving you mean head,  she'll be your Bonnie.  But your ass don't  know how to do that!  Now you mad she got Tazz?  Get over yourself!  That girl was perfect " My sister Lexis  be spitting real shit. 

I wasn't trying to hear allat,  my main focus was getting rid of Tazz.  

" Ayeeeee,  boss we finnuh head out  , my baby calling "

Lexis ass always busy!