Chapter 4 : Are you sure ?

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Jacob's Point of view

YN was telling me about her life she is a very interesting person

She has the craziest mom from what I hear

She makes me want to sty alive to live my fucked up life to idk just be me I guess

YN- Jacob..... Jacob...... Jacob are you okay

Me-......

She pushed me

Me- what was that for

YN- you looked all paranoid

Me- you hungry

YN- I could eat

Me- ok take a seat

YN- can you cook because I'm not tryna eat any fucked up food....

Me- do you like .. Taco's ?

YN- LOVE EM

Me- you'll be fine

I made the taco's and gave her , her plate

She bit it

YN- Wow , this is really good

Me- I Try

She smiled her beautiful smile

Me- can I ask you something

YN- shoot ( she said biting her taco)

Me- whats up with you and Santos

She looked down

YN- it's complicated

Me- how so?

Yn- it's just ..... he can be really mean and I really don't want to be with someone who is an asshole like him.  But I do believe in giving people a chance and so far he is not making the best impression

Me- mm...

YN- your home is really nice

Me- thanks

YN- why do they call you poor your clearly not , your wearing a Versace shirt for a pajama top For crying out loud

Me- I don't know I mean it's not like I asked

YN ( chuckled )

Me- that's not funny

YN- no , it's not that it's just... your 17 and never had your first kiss how does that make you feel

Me- It's not like I refuse to but I never had a girlfriend or anything like that so I never kissed anyone

Me- but your still a virgin

YN looked at me

YN- there's a difference between a virgin and a Kiss Jacob

Me- OH OK ( sarcastic )

YN Laughed

She got up and threw her plate away

I did the same and we went into my room and sat on the bed

YN- you like Hayley Williams ( looking at the poster on the wall )

Me- yeah , she is from Paramore

She jumped on the bed and took the marker and started dancing

YN-

I know that we are upside down

so hold your tongue and hear me out

I know that we where made to break , so what I don't mind ...

she pointed at me

I rolled my eyes

Me-

You kill the lights i'll dull the blinds

Don't dull the sparkle in your eyes

I know that we where made to break, so what I don't mind...

both of us-

Are you ganna stay the Night ?

Are you ganna stay the night ?

Oh, oh, oh , oh

Are you ganna stay the night ?

Are you ganna stay the night?

Doesn't mean we're bound for life!

So, oh, oh , oh

Are you ganna stay the night?

then we just started jumping around messing up my bed, but I don't care it's nice to have a friend for once

YN started flipping her hair then it was all in her face and she held her arm out

YN--

Are you ganna stay, the night?

She plopped on the bed and I sat next to her

YN- you know you can sing

Me- not like you

YN- I try

I started to look in her eyes the sunlight shining in from the blinds made her eyes sparkle

she looked at me

She got up and hit me with the pillow

YN- your it

She ran down the stairs

I shrugged my shoulders and ran after her

she started running around the couch until I grabbed her by her waist and swung her around and threw her on the couch

but she tripped me so we both fell

we where both just looking at each other

Me- uh--(GCO)

She started kissing me

and I tensed up then she pulled away

DAMNIT ME

YN- sorr--(GCO)

I kissed her back her lips where so soft like rose pedals or something

she ran her hands threw my hair

I never knew kissing felt so good it's like a drug

I pulled away

Me- are you sure you want to be involved with me I mean Santos isn't going to like it

YN- I don't want Santos I , want you

I looked at her and she smiled

I leaned back down and kissed her

but then my mom busted in

Mom- Oh honey I got the groseries in the car you and your girlfriend go help

I looked at YN and she was trying not to laugh

I got off of her and helped her up

YN- whats her name

Me- Tereasa

YN- oh , ok

Me- I'll help you can sit down

YN- no it's fine I'm ok i'll help

Me- are you sure

He raised her eyebrow and walked past me

Me- OK

 

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