I just can't, seeing how he's on and not even attempting to talk to me hurts. From all of those times we've talked, do they mean nothing to you? I suppose they don't. It meant the world to me, finally having someone to talk to. But because of both of our childish acts...you don't want to talk to me. I just want to have that feeling back, the feeling of being noticed by someone again. At night when I'm most vulnerable to my thoughts, you helped me escape it. But now I struggle to stay asleep and I just sit in this dark void waiting for sleep to finally take me away from this suffering. It never happens.
