The phone call that changed my life

Listen to me

I feel better know that my mom knows. Sometimes I think I should have told everything to Victoria too, she's a fan of them. She would be happy to know, but because she's a fan I can't tell her. Someone will start to talk about me and I would be famous too in a couple of minutes. I don't think it's right to talk about my relationship with Zayn. Well, first of all no one will believe me. Second, what we had it's private. It's between me and him. Not between us and the whole world.

I think about us every day. There's just one thing I don't understand. Why in the interview he said that he's not dating Perrie if they're going to get married?! Why did he lie?

ZAYN'S POV

I looked at Niall in his eyes while he was standing in front of me. His face white as a sheet of paper.

"Niall?" Harry asked.

"Niall, are you feeling ok?" Lou said.

Niall put his hand in his forehead slapping himself. He was shocked and we didn't understand why.

"Oh fuck! I'm so stupid! Why haven't I thought about this earlier?" Niall almost screamed.

"Now everything is clear!" he added smiling.

"Zayn she loves you. She didn't want to go!" he said laughing but I still don't understand.

"Niall, I don't understand" I told him.

"Think about it Zayn. She loves you. Since when you don't hear form her?!"

"Well, since I came back"

"So when?"

"Beginning of September"

"Exactly! And now we're in December" he said.

"So? Niall I'm confused"

"In these months, how many times did she have the opportunity to tell everyone about you two?"

"A lot. Too many"

"Right! Niall is right! She never talked..." Harry said.

"Zayn, if she didn't love you as much as you say, she would have made a lot of money telling everything to the media. Maybe also making everything bigger" Louis told me.

"She protected your relationship" Liam said smiling.

"I would give all I have to find a girl like her. I would love to find someone who loves me for who I really am, not because I'm famous" Niall told us.

"Right, I always ask myself if the girls I dated would have liked me even without...this" Liam sad sadly.

"Harry and I agree with you guys, even though we don't have this problem"

"I forgot about it..." I said remembering everything.

"What?" Harry asked me.

"When I took her out on our first date I took her in an expensive restaurant. She got worried when I ordered a bottle of Champagne" I said smiling.

"I told her to don't worry because I could afford it. She said I forgot about it. That's when I understood she was special, different from all the other girls" I added smiling while a tear fell down on my shirt.

"God, I miss her so much" I said putting my head in my hands.

"I wouldn't worry about this" Niall said.

"And why not? Do you see in what condition he is? He doesn't live without her" Louis said yelling at Niall.

"We all can see his condition and I understand him. He is devastated because he doesn't know why she left, it must be really hard. Come on Louis! I have an heart too" Niall replied.