They say they love me when they really don't.
They say I'm beautiful when I'm really not.
They say they'll always be there and have my back when they really won't .
These are their lies and their stories.
These are always what seems to bore me
I say I'm happy when I'm really not.
I say I'm not trying hard enough when I really am .
I say I'm the one and only when I'm really the wannabe.
These are my lies, these are my stories.
I'm the one that seems to bore me.
I know the truth, question is do you?
I know I'm not worth all the love and affection.
I know I'm not worth these life lessons.
I know I'm worth this hurt and pain.
I know I'm worth this "destroy her" game.
Nothing has changed since the day I was five.
Question for me is why am I still alive.
Life is worth living is a lie that they told me .
If there's so much to live for them live it for me.
I'm tired of fighting this battle that became a war.
I surrrender, I'm done.
Winner Takes All.
