Forgive Me Father For I Have Sinned

Chapter One

A/N:So this book has sexual stuff in it and it has a lot of depressing stuff in it. I'll put warnings at the beginning of each chapter.

Warnings: Masturbation, Sad thoughts?, Angst and hurt

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Lucifer walked around the room and checked all the rooms. It seemed like everyone was gone. His father and brothers were at church. He's finished all his chores as well. He didn't think anyone would be home anytime soon, so he walked upstairs into his and Michael's shared room. He got undressed and layed in his bed. He got under the blanket and grabbed his laptop. He turned on some gay porn and began to have his fun. "Fuccckkk..... Michael....." He moaned softly.

Michael looked over at his Father when his name was called. "You may go home now, Michael." Chuck said, nodding.

Lucifer continued in his actions. Part of him felt so dirty at having such impure thoughts about his brother. But the other part felt like it was okay. If anyone were to find out he didn't know what he would do. "Michealllllllllll......" He groaned out.

Michael was happy to be able to go home, he quietly ducked out of the church and started home. Meanwhile Lucifer tried not to be too loud in case anyone happened to come home while he was doing this but it was hard. He really loved his brother but he couldn't show it the way he wanted to.

Michael crossed the lawn to the house and opened the door, walking inside. Lucifer didn't hear the door open, he was to occupied with other stuff. He had his eyes closed and his breathing was off. "Ugh.... Michael....." He groaned.

Michael hung up his coat when he heard his name, "Lucifer?" He called quietly. Lucifer didn't hear Michael call his name. He did however hear it in the back of his mind and groaned. He thought it was his imagination and pictured Michael underneath him as he fucked him into the bed.

Michael wandered back towards there room, "Lucifer? Are you here?” Michael called out. "Michael...." Lucifer groaned out and then he heard his brother's voice. Was he here? What? Then it hit him like a ton of bricks. His brother was home. He stopped moving altogether and froze in fear. Did his brother hear what he was doing?

Michael knocked twice on the bedroom door, "Lucifer? Are you in there? Are you alright?" He asked gently. Lucifer slammed the laptop closed and put it under the bed. He got up and put on some boxers quickly before sitting down and putting his pillow in his lap. He tried was partially covered in sweat and looked at the door. He wiped his face a little. "Yeah everythings fine." He said trying to keep his voice even.

"May I come in?" Michael asked, even though it was his room too. Lucifer kept his pillow over his lap and tried not to look to suspicious. "Y-Yeah of course you can." Holy Shit. He was screwed. He still had a problem.

Michael opened the door and walked in, "Father let me go early." He said. Lucifer nodded some and looked at him with a small smile. "That's good." He said and tried to keep the image of Michael's naked body out of his head.

Michael walked over and sat down on his bed, "Have you been home all day?" He asked. Lucifer nodded some. "Yeah I've been outside all day. I was working on the farm and taking care of the animals." He said looking at him.

Michael nodded with a smile, "Sometimes that seems better than working at the Church.”

"It's really not. It's a lot of manual labor. Though I don't mind and really like it." Lucifer said smiling back at him. He held back a groan at the sight of him smiling. Dammit his brother was amazing and his smile was beautiful.