Life (Living it fully everyday.)
First story ever!
All down to leanne reilly, inspired me so much <3 i love her !
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Rain smashed against the window as I sat in the cold, dull room. Even though the room was painted a bright, happy yellow, my mood, and life, darkened it. Sun was something I haven't seen since the summer. It may have been there, but I never noticed it. How can one not notice the sun you might think? Even though it is the biggest star we can see from earth, I haven't noticed it in months.
I retreated from the depressing window to my computer and logged on. I didn't want to bother with the disappointment MSN was so I just opened up an internet browser. Bored and unsure what to do, I opened a search engine and searched 'inspirational quotes' I clicked the first link and started to read;
"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans."
"Live Each Day As If It Were Your Last... Tomorrow is Not Promised."
"Problems are to the mind what exercise is to the muscles, they toughen and make strong."
By the end of the third quote I had had enough. People who write quotes were just good with words, in my opinion they just took others situations and made them sound as if it's ok, that soon they'll be better, that soon they'll see the sun again. I've been reading these quotes thoroughly and to me, they just all seem like crap. How can you live everyday as if it's your last? How do you live your life fully?
I closed the browser and opened MSN. While the computer was doing its thing, I peered out the window.
It had stopped raining, but more interesting was the flower growing outside the window. I got off the chair and approached the window in amazement and awe. Its colours were a mix of blue and purple, with what looked like a tiger print on it. I was shocked at how it was able to withstand the rain and wind and still look so perfect. I was envious of it, but strangely it still managed to light up something inside, something long forgotten. I arose out of my trance, smiled unknowingly, and made my way back to the computer.
Only 4 people were on. I didn't really expect that many anyway, but I couldn't hide the fact that I was still a bit disappointed. On the bright side though, I had a new contact request; Jason Brennan. The name sounded familiar, but I couldn't put the name to a face. I debated with myself whether or not to accept. I know all about that stranger danger stuff, but if he was one of those creepy men, I could always just block and delete? Mind- one Abbie - zero! He was accepted within seconds.
Jason Brennan :] says: Hey
"What do I say" I muttered to myself.
Abbie Kane says: Hi, do I know you?
"Shit! That sounds so rude!"
Jason Brennan :] says: Yeh, but the important question is do you remember me?
Abbie Kane says: you sounded familiar but I'm not sure why?
"pretty eyes" I spoke as I looked at his display picture, I remember them. Images flooded my head as I realized who I was talking to.
Jason Brennan :] says: we meet one day on the beach at inch island. You were with your family but had wondered off and 'accidentally' bumped into me ;)!
I laughed to myself as I replayed the memory in my mind, it actually was an accident but he was convinced otherwise I thought as I read.
I spent most of the day with him talking about stupid things like how I could beat him in a fight (which he disagreed with, I cant blame him as the only muscle in my body is my heart, and even its not as strong as I thought it was!)
Abbie kane says: Yes I'm remembering now, but it really was an accident! Well how have you been?
Jason Brennan :] says: Fine now that ive finally found your addy. To be honest I was searching for ages! How about your wonderful self? I see your no longer with the boyfriend?
I don't know whether to be creeped out, or privilege that he spent so much time trying to find me.
Abbie Kane says: That's a bit sweet and weird at the same time you know? Im fine too. No I'm not anymore, THANK GOD! He was a bit of a dick.
Jason Brennan :] says: Its sweet, just like me ;)! yeh he did sound like it.
I completely forgot how much we had actually talked that day. I practically told him everything there was to know about me! His Brown eyes were just so inviting, I guess I never really thought I would ever end up talking to him again so I accepted their invitation and blurted out everything. My thoughts were interrupted by the flashing orange tab.
Jason Brennan :] says: I have to go here, do you want my number?
I could feel my whole body pick itself up with excitement!
Abbie Kane: yeh ok :)?
I replied way to quick! Shit! I must look so desperate! Shit! Shit! Shit! I thought.
To my surprise, he replied with his number, said bye and signed off. A smile grew on my face as I entered each number into my phone. I signed off and made my way to my room.
I threw myself on the bed and smiled, and let out the biggest fit of giggles I had inside me. I was like a child at Christmas over run with excitement!
When I finally calmed down I reached for my pink LG Chocolate, the thing was covered in scratches and dents. It was near its end. I opened a new message, "what should I say? Is it too soon to text him? I wonder does he like me?" I giggled with excitement at the last thought. I decided a simple 'hey there x' would do it. As I scrolled through my contacts my heart thumped. I was so scared but yet so intensely wanted to know more! Wanted to talk more! As I clicked 'send' my heart rushed!
'message not sent' appeared. It wasn't what I was expected from him. It was a low blow giving a girl the wrong number.
