sweet lies

                         hey everyone this is just a short poem nothing long just felt the need to share tell what you think :)                                                                           The sweet sounds of his lies as i lay  next to him afraid to move not knowing what he is thinking as he speaks zoning in and out of distant memories just hearing I love you baby I will marry you one day rolling my eyes in the dark wiping away my tears yarning for that word to mean something to him give it substance. Giving him chance after chance to actually to make me his wife. he blames me for why he can not treat me like a queen is he for real, I hate you do you hear me I hate you he chuckles what's new bitch I own you am sorry I deserve that begging him yo forgive me I love you baby yea yea suck my dick now bitch that's it that's all am good for to preform sexual acts its my fault he loves me but its hard for him to express his feelings for me. getting on my knees preforming my duties and i taste lipstick on his dick fuck this shit he doesn't love or give go back to the lipstick bitch I scream at him a slap across my face did I tell that you where finished am sorry ok baby