Save me from this hell im in
Im counting down
Til I cave in
My lifes a mess
And im no better
Wrote my whole life down in a letter
Explain to me
This wicked world
Help me save
This sad, lost girl
This life wont last much longer
And this girl isnt getting much stronger
Shes breaking down
And losing herself
Left the old her on a shelf
Been losing herself since '99
And to her, time has not been kind.
Been so lost and missunderstood
Craving love and warmth,
Drowning for her whole life through,
In ice cold water
My body now blue
No one here to save me
No one else is left
Not even I, myself
Am left here in after death,
I died
And no one cared
But those who noticed
When I first dissapeared
To be honest
I kinda died twice
But one went unnoticed
Until the other ended with a knife
The first happend in the deep dark night
The day I disappeared
From every ones life
When I lost myself
For the final time.
The second death went publicized
Only because of the fight
Between me, I and myself
A big peice of me still up on the shelf
No one notices
When people first die
Because know one knows what happens
When they close their eyes.
