This one's for improved stamina
This one makes you happier --
The glass is cold against my lips
The water forcing down pill after pill, a wild
Variety of colors to cure my grey.
I'm drowning in my lack
I'm having a hard time swallowing
Because the blood filling the back of
My throat is too sticky-sweet
From hitting my head against the wall
Over and over
Around and around, I pound
My cranium, trying to find the answer of
Why my body is trying to kill me
But the answers don't come, see
Now, instead of blood
Water
Or pills
I'm drowning in my misery.
