We only been together for 6 months and now we thinking about getting to the next level. It's seem like we know each other for a very long time, but am I ready to take it to the next level?
I'm in my room laying down thinking of what he ask me: should we have sex? We been talked about it but am I ready to go that far, I mean I'm only 16. I love him and I really want to do it but what if...
What if I wouldn't like it, what if he doesn't like how I look, Should I do it or not?
When I was younger my parents never talked to me about sex. They would skip that part every time I'll ask them and it's funny that I never had that class cause my mom would said no because I was too young. I would sit outside the classroom until it's done.
The only reason he ask was because we both Christian. As a Christian we aren't allow to have sex before marriage. It's suck right but it makes sense.
So I'm in my room thinking about it.... I got to get out of here and get some air.
As I go outside I see my best friend walking toward me. I ask myself do I tell him what was going on or do I just keep it to myself for a little bit longer just until I know what to do next! He probably would tell me that I'm to young or I'm still in high school for that. He also would be a little bit upset for even thinking about that.
Will: hey what's wrong girl? You look like you're worry about something!
Me: nothing just thinking!
Will: you act like I don't know you, come on spill it.
Me: I have a thing but I don't want to say it yet until I know what to do, just give me some time ok. We talk tomorrow at school ok.
Will: ok just let me know if you need anything.
School time!
Just got out my car and my other friend Ashely come from behind and tries to scared me, usually I will smile but this time It was different.
Ashely: what's wrong my love?
Me: I have this thing and I can't tell Will because he might be mad at me.
Ashely: okay then do you want to talk about it with me?
I thought about it because she been my friend for a long time, we did grew up together.
Me: ok but you have to promise that you won't tell Will about it.
Ashely: ok I promise.
Me: here's my phone just read it and let know what you think about it. Hey but don't get caught by the teacher ok!
The bell rings and it's time to go to class!
Thanks for reading. This is my first book so please leave your comments and let me see what you think!!
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RomanceHow can someone love someone and be in love with another person at the same time? Nancy started a new relationship so she can forget about Will, her best friend. She in love with him but he has a girlfriend, she afraid to tell him so she found a boy...
