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The voices

The voices still haven't gone and I have graduated and got a job. My job is working with animals which is one of the best jobs I could ask for. The worst part is that the voices are saying weird stuff. Like don't do it you shouldn't have this job, your going to end up killing the animals unless you kill your self first. Which makes me want to quit this job but then my instincts are telling me I love animals to much to even kill a spider. Which by the way I have arachnophobia,so that doesn't really help considering my job.
My favourite duo band tøp (twenty one pilots) came to the zoo to shoot a music video. I got a selfie and their autographs. I'm so happy I got to meet them. They inspired me to do what makes me happy. So that is what I do I don't ever listen to the voices in my head they can't force me to do anything.
But they still do scare me like what if im going psycho or something.