Roommate [Jimin x reader] -DISCONTINUED-

Chapter 5:Ex-Girlfriend

"Her name is.."
He sigh before continuing the whole sentence
"Jennie"
I raised an eyebrow to him.
He's still looking down at his feet.It is an awkward silence.
After a minute i realized that i've been staring at him for a long time.
"Jennie?"i asked.
" Yes *sigh* do you know her?"
"Well,I have a classmate while I'm in my elementary days,Her name is Jennie too."
"What happened to her?"he asked his mood changed.A while ago he's sad and now his eyes and the way he talks is full of curiosity.
" After we graduated in Elem.,Her dad convince her to go to her birthplace and since her dad is an international business man,She studied in a School for Rich."I answered
"Where is her birthplace?"
"Why do you want to know?"
He scratch the back of his head and answered:
"Before i got here in this place i came from Jeju.Well that's not really my birthplace,But that's where my grandmother and my grandfather live (a/n:I don't know where his grandparents live.So,I choose Jeju) i studied in one of the biggest school in Jeju the ****** academy for The riches since my parents has a good salary and they want me to graduate in a private school .
Then one day,I saw a girl crying in a not so far bench while i'm eating with my bros,my friend told me to go into her since they said that i'm looking at her all the time.Well,I'm just too curious so I went to her and ask her if she's okay she said her father text her that her mother died.
I sat beside her and she look at me.She's so Beautiful.Her puffy eyes her pale skin i think she's perfect.We had a good bond.And then I ask her if we can date and she said yes.I'm so happy that day.And then,She became so touchy like groping those ass of mine.And flirting with other guys isn't a good feelings and sight for me,So,I dicided i should break up with her.Although i still love her it's for the best.I don't want to hurt myself,my heart seeing her flirting..So i just let her go,I think she just played with me,Coz when i told her that we should break up,She didn't even follow me or what like stopping me saying please stay but no!She didn't do anything.Maybe for her it's not a big deal to have a relationship with me.And now she came back and they arranging our marriage even though i'm still in College
It hurts seeing her again it's making me remember the past.
I still love her...But,Does she ever love me back?"
He explained to me.That last question made his eyes let the tears flow.
He quickly hug me after explaining.
I can't help it but hug the crying Jimin too.
"Jimin,It's okay" i said just to comfort him.His teary eyes,He's sniffing really hard due to his crying moment.It broke my heart too.Seeing my friebd like him crying.I never see his soft side like thos before.He used to be a little pervy around me.
Well,I prefer to choose his perverted side than seeing him hurt and crying so bad.
"It's not okay"he mumbled under his breath
"Shhhh.Just be quiet and let your tears flow.I know it hurts.If i'm in your position i'll be hurt too,I understand you" i said and he let go of the hug.
We made eye contact.
It really hurts me seeing his eyes so I look away.
I know we just met 2 weeks ago but he's my friend so I care about him too.
He lay down in bed and I watch him falling asleep.
I'm really happy to see him again maybe i like him
.
.
.
Or maybe,
.
.
Love him..
Wait no!I can't fell in love to him.It will just hurt me and my feelings.He love someone and i can't just drag him away.I want to see him happy.Maybe,this is the feeling for being in love.
Always care about him
Understanding all his problem
And.
.
.
Letting go of him because he love someone.Maybe she's more attractive than me.
But,Why is he acting so pervy around me?i just shrugged the thoughts off.
I go down to clean the salas.After that i go to my room.I lay down on my bed thinking about what the girl looks like.Maybe she's beautiful.Of course y/n! She's beautiful that's why Jimin love her.
It made my tears flow in my eyes.
Wait!
I should not cry
Jimin and I are not a thing
I should not cry here.
But,it really hurts me

Ugh!

I wasso pissed to myself so I decided to go outside for a walk.I left a note saying i'll left because i will go somewhere.

Haayst.why it has to be him,I can't fall in love with him.It will just hurt me mentally and of course he love someone else.
I thought to myself while walking in the gutter.