chapter 5 - If only

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by Nanies98

by Nanies98

Rachel's POV

When Ms Allen said to write what ever to see how we write I decided to write a poem.

Never did I imagine
Feeling the way I do
It comes crashing in
It feels like deja vu

Its in my heart and soul
This control over me it overloads
I try to flee but its useless

Everywhere I look it reminds me of you
I passed by the park where we met all those years ago
Do you remember the first time you called me yours
Long night conversations we would have about our future
Please say you remember

Loving you was the best thing in my life
We both have demons that we try to conquer
Why did we let go?

When ms. Allen said time I go over what I wrote I knew that this is about Finn. I look over to see what he is doing I just see him on his phone. My phone vibrated and i see its a text from Finn.

We need to talk - Finny ❤

Okay meet me by the auditorium-Each💞

After Creative Writing

I'm waiting for Finn to show up and that he does.

R: what is it that you want to tell me
F: I'm going to break up with quinn to be with you I have loved you since we're kids
R:*speechless* Finn I have feelings for you too and I have loved you since sixth grade
Finchel hug
R:*checks the time* finn I got to go
F:let me walk you to your car

They get to Rachel's car

As Finn left to his car I thought I was dreaming. I started to sing this song ..

A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my heart keep listening
'Cause up 'til now I've walked the line
Nothing lost but something missing

I can't decide
What's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go?

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only
If only [2x]

Every step, every word,
With every hour I am falling in
To something new, something brave
To someone I, I have never been

I can't decide
What's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go?

Am I crazy? Maybe we could happen
Yeah
Will you still be with me when the magic's all run out?

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh...
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh...

If only, yeah [3x]

If only [3x]
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LOVE NAOMY